Shredded pieces of letter
Came floating in dismay
With ***** deposits
And by products of humans
It came with pity
Resting on my wet feet
Like its final destination
Has been approved
Bidemi's scrambled writings
Scratching the pieces of
A scattered whole
Begging to be read again
'Am sorry'
Laid helplessly on one piece
'I wish I could make things right
Stretched in a fading ink
On another piece
'I will always love you'
Written carefully in a bold italics
It was my favorite piece.
Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 11:41 AM UTC
At first glance, I was fascinated
It wasn't love or lust
Infatuation or adulation
But a straying glamour
On an endless route of time travel
She didn't speak much
Just a routine of infinite euphoria
And a numberless mist of cigarettes
Ex haling her pains through every puff
I stole glances frequently
Wandering what lies behind
Those un tainted lips of bewildered smiles
Hoping to exhume her hideous secrets
I listened with lustful enthusiasm
To a saddened tuned tale
Halting my curiosity, many a time
To take a puff
As I await tiny to lit another cigarette
Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 11:38 AM UTC
You spooned around, looking proud
Making the chicken in me surface
My shell, harder then ever
Making refuge, hopeful, worth full
But I can't chicken out forever
Can I?
Nor hide in my refuge
Hardening my shells
The tales of Romeo and Juliet
Creating arching melodies to my ears
Giving me soundless hopes
Of a night with you
Waking up to your stretching eyes
I would stare endlessly
At a lifeless picture of yours
Noticing how much time, you did your eyes brows
Detailing how quite perfect, your smiles were
Wandering what thoughts
Lingers your lifeless mind
If you had any, at the moment
I would sit and stare
Still at another picture of yours
Looking how well, your lips curves are
What beauty, it would portray
If you smiled at all time
But you don't
You don't want me to see you smile
How vulnerable, you would become
If I made you laugh...
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 3:36 PM UTC
March came by, swiftly
As if an arrangement
Has been penned down
And a deed has being
Procured with curious secrecy
I used to ink down
My thoughts and fantasies
Come January, February
Spreading them seductively
On a neat whited sheets
Aligning them in stanzas
And meters and patterns and rhythms
But March,!!!
March was peculiar
She came running fast and wild
Wandering my melancholy lane
Into a path of timid hallucinations
I wrote less, and thought more
Her hair stood braided
In losed negligence
Her carcass of beauty
Spent in dismay
My Words were conceited into ghost characters
Laundering the silky figure
Of a whited sheet
Proclaimed by my careless
Hand of pride
Inspite of heaven's fair rage
Some characters peeped through
Letters of saddened thoughts
Wandering what content it bears
Apr 4, 2014
Apr 4, 2014 at 4:52 AM UTC
Look at them !!!
Repulsed by the wrench of love
Being foolish in a world, they conceived
Swimming in the brim of love deceit.
Drowning in its enormous fright
Bit by Bit!!!
They stray in delight
Never to part ways, they promised
Endless troth they feed their ears amidst
Kisses after kisses
They paint their lips
Leaving room for no more...
Alas!!! They have found their better half
Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 8:15 PM UTC
Darkness growing over the horizon
i looked onto the other side
to find my way as i embrace dark fogs
The cold damp leafs soiling my feet
Twigs cracking as i walk pass
owls singing their horrifying melody
Sending chills through my spins
With its distressed harmony
Wolves howling across the mountains
Looking for preys to devour
The tidal waves clapping hard
on the ocean walls
Causing plain sight
Of beautiful agitation
The vigor of the ocean
Filled my lungs
With its acrid temper
i sink gradually into its depth
waiting for my end to come.
Mar 20, 2014
Mar 20, 2014 at 4:37 AM UTC
My heart clings to the memories of that night
When the strangers came
I lay on my neatly dressed bed
With the sheet recently changed
Staring at the ceiling
Carefully studying the patterns
She would be here soon
I thought, as I glanced at my wrist
Wearing a goofy grin
Tonight should be the night
I consoled myself
After many nights of failed attempts
Blood running towards my groin
Goose pimples playing its tricks
On my skin
Euphoria hitting me like drug abuse
As I fantasize the night ahead
Alas!!! I hear my door go knock
Like a child running to embrace his mama
I answered the door
And my limbs went numb
They stood there
Holding her like a strayed child
The lust in their eyes
Shinning like a rising sun
little sobs escaping her lips
Driving painful thrusts into my heart
And I tried, tried to save her
That's when I felt the tin sharp blade
Sliding into me slowly
I could do nothing now
Nothing for her
I felt the warm liquid sliding down my belly
Slowly I found the ground
As I watch them quench Their lust
One by one,
They took turns on her
Like their last supper
They lavished her
Calling onto my name slowly
She moans bitterly
Begging for my life and hers
The tears from her eyes
Making my blood gush
As I curse my existence
For the pains she receives now
As a parting gift
before the last one reached ******
The reaper came for me...
Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 5:06 AM UTC
Holding her is all i desire
Kissing her, i crave for
loving her, my heart aches for
Protecting her, with all my might
For her course, i lay down my life
men i will slay if she desires
Perfection shes made for
my heart aches at her sight
she adorn the sun with her essence
The ocean trembles at her presence
Her touches brings agony
Agony to a weary man
She illuminates darkness
her nature is unique
love is all i got to offer
My being, i give it up for her
But i only see her when i fall asleep
In my sleep, shes all i dream of
my NIGHTMARE, i call her...
Feb 9, 2014
Feb 9, 2014 at 1:44 PM UTC
I hear that sobbing in mama's room
Papa is at it again
All drunk and sweaty
Oozing of lover's ***
Wearing a grin that tells of his escapades
Mama's eyes all red and sunken
Heart driven into shallow emptiness
What was she like ?
she muttered, countless times
To a man lost in his lover's fantasy
I sit and stare
staring at the empty spaces
Papa is going away, I thought
Mama is gonna give up, I feared
I hear the sobbing again
This time louder
Papa is raining curses on Mama
I hide and weep in my closet
Hoping it relieves Mama's pain
sobbing as mama sobs
Waiting for Papa to be gone...
Feb 9, 2014
Feb 9, 2014 at 1:22 PM UTC
I love you, she says to Adam
I cherish you, she says to Steven
I will be yours forever, she says to Kelvin
I will die for you, she says to Nathaniel
I belong to you, she says to Daniel
Marry me, she begs Louis
when she carries Alex's seed...
Feb 9, 2014
Feb 9, 2014 at 1:15 PM UTC