I know where that goes but I don’t know where to put it.
May 31, 2025
May 31, 2025 at 4:33 PM UTC
You used to be the place
Where I’d unravel all my sins
Now I don’t know where to start
Because I don’t know where you end
May 31, 2025
May 31, 2025 at 4:07 PM UTC
Another and another, stripped flat.
The whispering world behind the scenes longing for what they could say of the broken
The names openly spoken and swept from mouth to mouth
More than gravity unknown
It stopped her heart
He would’ve answered
He plucked the brightest star and drowned it.
May 22, 2025
May 22, 2025 at 9:35 PM UTC
I feel like I’m being ripped apart from the inside
I’ve buried these feelings but they won’t be denied
It started with a burning deep in my lungs
From breaths held waiting
Hiding eyes tear stung
Rationality outran by fear
When it comes to him I can’t see clear
Sleepless nights tossing, turning
In my mind, always yearning
Bring me peace or quick relief
Quiet, give me something that feels true
I am no longer who I was to you
Apr 23, 2025
Apr 23, 2025 at 8:59 AM UTC
Have you ever had a dream so real it broke your reality?
I mean, it absolutely shatters the way you look at a person. Of course, it wasn't real. But how easily it could be. Your brain catches all of your fears and weaves them into a web of insecurity that plays every time you close your eyes.
If I could sleep forever, would I know that I'm dreaming? Would it end the deep, or would I wake up screaming?
All I see are his eyes plunging through the dark, falling further away from me.
His fingers curled round my face in a traitorous touch. His lips on my lips as he turns into dust. He is nothing but sand on the cliff side scattered in the breeze. And I am nothing but weakness trembling on my knees.
Why did I push him?
Feb 8, 2025
Feb 8, 2025 at 3:02 PM UTC
He's like a fever dream I woke from and can barely remember
On the edge of my memory
The tiniest sliver
It's been a few months
He got lost in the blur
All I can recall are his horrendous last words
'Hey, do me a favor. If you ever feel like reaching out, don't. I'll make you hang yourself on your feelings and have you look stupid.'
That broke something so deep seeded in me
Ripped out all the good I ever thought I seen
Three and a half years deleted from my brain
Everything fading until you've been completely erased.
Jul 6, 2024
Jul 6, 2024 at 12:23 PM UTC
I'm not sure I'd call it fun for it often has me undone but I'm a writer
I could bite off my own tongue and still my silence would be sung through pen and paper
1000 stories in my mind if I could only find the time to speak my truth
This is not a simple ryhme listen as it takes hold, blossoms and explodes
This is my proof
But my words come tumbling out
spilling jumbled from my mouth in perfect chaos
I sift through the disorder
As I struggle against the borders that contain me
One day I'll find the words to explain how I see
Lost in their own message hidden among the wreckage is the importance of all the lies unknown to you
My mind interrupts my day whenever it has something to say and I can't fight it
May 30, 2024
May 30, 2024 at 11:04 AM UTC
You hold my lines in your hands
As I write between them
All of the things that I need them to say
You read the words
But don't speak their truth
They don't reverberate
It's like a film developed in the wrong light
You can see it but it doesn't look right
Or is it all the same to you
How does the building stand when her structure breaks
She wants to hold steady
But she isn't ready to hold all the weight
And there she crumbles
So you can walk away
Sep 8, 2023
Sep 8, 2023 at 7:24 PM UTC