sat on my ones in the dark
earphones blastin some peep
i always was a sheep
its time to live by me
he who bleeds
thinking about all my life's misdeeds
anger pain happyness all speeds through my mind
i'm one of a kind
left everyone and everything behind
but this cloud above me is silver lined
this road i walk is unsigned
one direction to go
down cause
i aint gonna see the pearly white gates
at this rate im going straight to hell
or a cell cant you tell
im ****** up
Jul 11, 2019
Jul 11, 2019 at 10:17 PM UTC
Sitting alone wondering why
I am so down
Why do i wear this frown
Wondering why im on my own
But that is already known
From what i have shown
I like to be unkown
Feb 24, 2019
Feb 24, 2019 at 9:23 PM UTC
They said rap didn't want me
My light skin and this bottle of gin
thats whats gon help me win
my life full its of sin my kin are full of doubt
that aint gonna help me out
**** screaming and shouting
lyrics are what im about
expressing my feelings through words
depressing rhymes
those are my crimes
sentence me to death
let me get some **** off my chest
my dad we laid to rest
he was the ******* best
life it closes in exposing me for my sin
wishing i was thin
life hits you like a slug to the heart
the rap game im now apart
im not in this for fame
or the money
lets not be funny but
in my past i used to cut
i was stuck in a rut
i had one foot in hell
the other was in a cell
x in a coffin
there ain't nothing worse that loosing an idol
soon ill be in a hearse
listen to my verse take it in
don't just throw me to the bin
thats it im finished
Feb 24, 2019
Feb 24, 2019 at 9:23 PM UTC
Yeah you know me by PA!N
Three letters and a exclamation
That’s ***** on point
Been through some **** it my time
**** my time ain’t been to long barley seventeen years
But I’ve cried too many tears
Carrying my fears like burdens
I can’t loose my peers
Family is all I got left
Feb 24, 2019
Feb 24, 2019 at 9:22 PM UTC
They said rap didn't want me
My light skin and this bottle of gin
thats whats gon help me win
my life full its of sin my kin are full of doubt
that aint gonna help me out
**** screaming and shouting
lyrics are what im about
expressing my feelings through words
depressing rhymes
those are my crimes
sentence me to death
let me get some **** off my chest
my dad we laid to rest
he was the ******* best
life it closes in exposing me for my sin
wishing i was thin
life hits you like a slug to the heart
the rap game im now apart
im not in this for fame
or the money
lets not be funny but
in my past i used to cut
i was stuck in a rut
i had one foot in hell
the other was in a cell
x in a coffin
there ain't nothing worse that loodsing an idol
soon ill be in a hearse
listen to my verse take it in
don't just throw me to the bin
thats it im finished
Feb 5, 2019
Feb 5, 2019 at 11:19 PM UTC
Think about you everyday
Can you even remember my name
Yeah you were my dame
Now you with someone else
Left me on the shelf
****** up my health
Wanting to **** myself
Fronting to everyone
Smile on My face
I was a moth to your flame
Losing my game
Wishing
Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 9:00 AM UTC
Yeah I’m the kid that you used to bully at school for acting like a fool
Who knew that you would be looking up to me now
But ima leave you laying on the ground blood pumping out your crown
***** you are the clown at the circus we all laughing at you now
Raise your brow at me
Questioning what happened
She happened life is a *****
Brings you up just to let you fall back down
You got me trusting no one
So I gotta keep my hands curled into fists
Dec 29, 2018
Dec 29, 2018 at 5:55 PM UTC
Yeah you know me by PA!N
Three letters and a exclamation
That’s ***** on point
Been through some **** it my time
**** my time ain’t been to long barley seventeen years
But I’ve cried too many tears
Carrying my fears like burdens
I can’t loose my peers
Family is all I got left
Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 10:24 PM UTC
My dad he’s dead
A couple week later I was taken in by the fed
And now Im without money to buy bread
Man ***** been going through my head
Making me wanna fill it with lead
Laying on my bed
Wrists running red
Won’t be too long until I am dead
Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 7:00 PM UTC
Suicide crosses my mind
If you ******* with me you are in for a ride
My Happiness is like the tide coming and going
Feeling like I’m in a canoe rowing up ***** creek
Yeah I know I’m a freak
I can’t go a week without takin a blade to my skin
Man I’m sat here wishing I was thin
Soon I will be rushing to hang
Take a gun and bang filled my head with lead
Let them shed fake tears for me
Nothing would be better than laying in my own coffin
Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 8:51 PM UTC