Letting go
Of something you love
Is like letting go a rubber band
And you're holding it
from both ends
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 1:09 PM UTC
Going through a time
Where being myself
Feels like a crime
Insecure about who I am
About the way I walk
Feeling like a hologram
Not able to talk
Think I need a new personality
Something more likable
A someone with more functionality
And a person more reliable
Waiting for the day
To feel like a somebody
Keep these feelings at bay
And live a life like everybody
Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 10:15 AM UTC
Ambitious and cheerful
She smiles
And fills our days
With giggles
And contagious laughter
But as you look into her eyes
Her beautiful brown eyes
empty
A bird stripped from its wings
Yearning to be free
Free from all the sorrows
Sorrows of today
And maybe of tomorrow
She's a warrior
Who never gives up
A sonnet
Beautiful and graceful
A diamond in the rough
Waiting for the perfect time to shine
She's my inspiration
My reason to look forward to the day
My partner in crime
My best friend
Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 3:29 PM UTC
Swollen eyes
Tear stained cheeks
A dusty mirror
And a beating heart
Pinching my thighs and muffin top
Fat
Ugly
Unlovable
These words haunting me
Wishing
Wishing to unzip this skin
And emerge as thin
Beautiful
Lovable
My head feels dizzy
Hearts starts to race
Warm tears streaming down my face
Smash
The mirror is in pieces
Hands are bleeding
Heart still beating
A reflection
That cannot be fixed
Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 7:00 PM UTC
Shaky breathing
Jelly legs
As I watch you from across the room
Laughter echoing
Your face lighting up like the sun
Oh the way you smile
Makes me go crazy
Eyes crinkling
Dimples showing
Tugging a string in my chest
You stop talking and turn your head
Our eyes meet
I hold my breath
Heart beat quickens
Hands start to get sweaty
You smile
Corners of my mouth start to twitch
I smile back
Aug 19, 2015
Aug 19, 2015 at 7:38 PM UTC
"Look what you've done?"
"It's all your fault"
"Stop crying"
"You're being such a baby"
I wipe away my tears
And put on a smile
A mask that conceals the scars
The pain
The guilt
The universe is never in my favor
"Clumsy"
"Irresponsible"
"Useless"
These words always ringing in my ears
Haunting me
Keeping me up at night
Im shedding silent tears
And waking up with a heavy feeling
In my chest
Waking up
With a smile on my face
A mask
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 8:24 PM UTC
There is a storm
A storm inside me that never stops
Lightening in my eyes
Thunder inside my heart
And darkness filling my head
But something is wrong
So very wrong
I am weak
They ignore me
Take me as a joke
Storms inside me get angrier
Breaking the docks
Flooding lands
Lightning gets stronger
Thunder gets louder
only to be muffled by silence
I am paralyzed
I am weak
Jul 12, 2015
Jul 12, 2015 at 6:14 PM UTC