Have you ever stumbled upon someone life-shatteringly special?
You lose your breath and can't think straight.
But somehow they've stuck around.
Feeling like a stunned vegetable to your innocent charisma.
Like divine intervention we met in the most unlikely of ways.
We hit it off and spent hours together, confined and stressed.
How did we get along so well?
How did we manage to learn more together than alone?
How did we manage to find each other in this big world?
I'll always wonder if there is more to this story.
Answers to my plaguing questions that rule my emotional state.
I don't know how to describe what it is I feel in a rational way.
It doesn't serve rationale.
Writing it all down or saying it only compounds how crazy I must sound.
But I'm not a loony bin. On the contrary, you are just infinitely more special than you realise!
But I'll not skip a note nor bump a chord.
Because I see you so finely in all your elegance.
A beauty which radiates in an innocent manifestation.
I can't tell if everyone else can see it also.
They must?!
I must have no chance here.
I know I should cut my losses and move on.
Right..?
Hope to find this feeling once more.
But something from beyond the blackened ether of midnight skies and space dust tells me to keep trying.
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 2:38 PM UTC
Letting go
Of something you love
Is like letting go a rubber band
And you're holding it
from both ends
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 1:09 PM UTC
Going through a time
Where being myself
Feels like a crime
Insecure about who I am
About the way I walk
Feeling like a hologram
Not able to talk
Think I need a new personality
Something more likable
A someone with more functionality
And a person more reliable
Waiting for the day
To feel like a somebody
Keep these feelings at bay
And live a life like everybody
Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 10:15 AM UTC
Ambitious and cheerful
She smiles
And fills our days
With giggles
And contagious laughter
But as you look into her eyes
Her beautiful brown eyes
empty
A bird stripped from its wings
Yearning to be free
Free from all the sorrows
Sorrows of today
And maybe of tomorrow
She's a warrior
Who never gives up
A sonnet
Beautiful and graceful
A diamond in the rough
Waiting for the perfect time to shine
She's my inspiration
My reason to look forward to the day
My partner in crime
My best friend
Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 3:29 PM UTC
Swollen eyes
Tear stained cheeks
A dusty mirror
And a beating heart
Pinching my thighs and muffin top
Fat
Ugly
Unlovable
These words haunting me
Wishing
Wishing to unzip this skin
And emerge as thin
Beautiful
Lovable
My head feels dizzy
Hearts starts to race
Warm tears streaming down my face
Smash
The mirror is in pieces
Hands are bleeding
Heart still beating
A reflection
That cannot be fixed
Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 7:00 PM UTC
you are both
the art
& the artist
*every move you make
is painted in color*
you are both
the poem
& the poet
*you speak
in ballads*
***inspired & inspirational
motivated & motivational***
you have purpose
you have drive
you're not scared
you strive
that fire in your soul
the spark in your eyes
enough to set the world ablaze
a mind bound by no limits
a body willing to test new parameters
untethered
never going to surrender
philosophy makes up your very being
your words deserve to be written in volumes
you are
inches away from touching the stars
i suspect you were made of stardust
invaluable, irreplaceable, shining in the night sky
you belong to a different era
& you're not afraid to speak the ancient language
you are from both the future and the past
at the same time
inside you are both fireworks and candlelights
you are a greek statue in a museum
you are a sultan in the ottoman empire
you are both the soldier
and the war
all at once
you
are
a
wonder
& never will I
be able to fathom
the fact that
you
are
mine
Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 5:20 PM UTC
She Has wishes
Like everybody does
She has a Dreams
Yet to be fulfilled
She has a Plans
which she thinks for
She has a Hope
A broken Hope
About her wishes
About Her Dreams
About her Plans
But here she wants to decamp
Far away :
Where no one finds her
No one looks for her
Yes! She is trying to run away
From all her Dreams,
From all her plans and hopes
Because She is a distracted girl
A hopeless girl, A failure
A broken and betrayed girl
From her ones, but once
May be twice, thrice or more!!
Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 9:42 AM UTC
I look at you
I see my past, my present my future
I look at you
I see the one, my current, my last
I look at you
I see your smile, your hair, your pretty eyes
I look at us
I feel my heart, its beats, as if it was alive
You brought light to my dark room
You brought sun where only the moon was known
I was blind but now i can see
You have awaken me
You gave me love
I thought i had chosen you
but turns out it was my soul all along
destiny put you in my way
that's why it didn't take too long
Now that I know you I won't let you go
because I see my past, my present, my future
Now that I know you nothing will ever be the same
because I see the one, my current, my last.
Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 9:41 AM UTC
Shaky breathing
Jelly legs
As I watch you from across the room
Laughter echoing
Your face lighting up like the sun
Oh the way you smile
Makes me go crazy
Eyes crinkling
Dimples showing
Tugging a string in my chest
You stop talking and turn your head
Our eyes meet
I hold my breath
Heart beat quickens
Hands start to get sweaty
You smile
Corners of my mouth start to twitch
I smile back
Aug 19, 2015
Aug 19, 2015 at 7:38 PM UTC