I see nothing but roses
They dance and whirl,
Masking the scent
Of a cadaver’s unfurl
I see nothing but roses
Budded and Bloomed,
Crimson, blinding
The inevitable doom
I see nothing but roses,
Tied to each breath
Blood blends as their thorns
Penetrate my chest
I see nothing but roses.
Do you see them too?
I see nothing beyond,
Nothing but you.
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 6:54 PM UTC
And she will write from the nether
With a pincer for a heart
A mind whittled with wit
Eyes destined for the arts
No rebound enough
Can tie her to one place
So she’ll cry
Yet those tears dance
With elegance and grace
May 10
May 10, 2026 at 5:33 AM UTC
I am laying down my sword
Letting it rest amongst your side
I know it’s not what you want
But I know one of us would have died
I won’t lie I hold a sadness
That it had to be this way,
To grieve someone I loved
Alive but not a call away
I think eventually you’ll realise
How you hurt the people you’re missing
I wished for you to be different
And you wished I was more forgiving
Jan 25
Jan 25, 2026 at 6:04 PM UTC
So I digress
While I move
And fail my own sense
Losing touch from within
Accepting touch from somewhere else
My lungs breathe
As dutiful as the pen I lay to rest
And I will walk over earth
Mourning my own theft
Jan 6
Jan 6, 2026 at 7:24 PM UTC
And I remain in sadness.
Upset over the small things I thought had long passed.
They find their way to creep up my spine,
to settle in my thoughts — not taunting,
yet by their sheer remainder, they drain me.
I wonder, how many years must pass
before they no longer live within me?
No matter how far I push,
how hard I try to rewire my mind,
to craft self-therapeutic refuge —
it lives on, in silence.
And when the day is shrouded in gloom,
when my body lies still and useless,
it screams with a deafening grip.
So I console myself,
as no one else can.
Nov 9, 2025
Nov 9, 2025 at 6:52 AM UTC
Because as the clouds parted
I saw all but your name
And I cried until I saw
It had always been rain
As I lay my head to rest
I bid thee adieu
And vow in my next life
To never fall again for you
Jul 10, 2025
Jul 10, 2025 at 6:41 PM UTC
Confliction lives in everything and the battle tires me.
My name is all I hold, until death does us part.
It's a million endings condensed into one being.
I cannot live without regret but that I will regret
Embodied my surroundings I fall a victim to them.
Will I rise a sole individual or fall to the earth having lived everyone's lives but my own?
And then what comes of my existence? Nothing but severance.
I will love with all I am, and for I know not what that is I will gift you everything.
Apr 22, 2025
Apr 22, 2025 at 9:45 AM UTC
Bask in the suns starlight
The sweet solid abyss,
If the crescent is what you wish for
It’s the crescent I shall gift
I know not many words of anger
For silence echos the way
I will pave my footsteps toward you
And pray those steps remain the same
I am lost without your guidance
I grow fearsome of the beckoning light
If I cried you a river would you sail it?
Or watch it gleam at the dark of night.
Apr 5, 2025
Apr 5, 2025 at 4:42 AM UTC
And if I met my dad before I was born
I would tell him
"Let her go"
"Let her live, smile, be loved"
"Let her be hurt without your touch"
"Let her laugh with others"
"Cry tears with others"
"Let her life be hers to clutch"
I know I won't exist
And I know you will have lost her
But better for me not to breathe
And better for you just to grieve
Than give her the life that cost her
Apr 4, 2025
Apr 4, 2025 at 10:21 AM UTC
I drag myself back, further cracked
To this feat
I cannot help but envision
The poison I must reek
Left as lambs to all slaughter
Change is all but skin deep
“Well you’re your fathers daughter”
And with those words
I weep.
Feb 20, 2025
Feb 20, 2025 at 5:51 PM UTC