Life
It can be absolutely
Beautiful
But it can be
Terrifying
You never know what will happen
You never know if it will go your way
or
if it will be the absolute disaster
to your life
In life your taught
when something comes your way
it is either
to stay
or
absolutely destroy you
Aug 7, 2023
Aug 7, 2023 at 9:14 PM UTC
That Person
The one who makes you smile
even on your worse days
Calls you beautiful
Calls you pretty
That one person
changed your whole view
On love
On People
On Life
Aug 7, 2023
Aug 7, 2023 at 9:10 PM UTC
You can't speak
You can't scream
You sit their numb
quiet
alone
all you can do is cry
softly and quietly
you wouldn't wanna worry people
because then they would ask questions
questions you aren't ready to answer
questions you can't even answer yourself
So you think
and think
and think
till eventually
You're brain turns everything back on you
"It's your fault"
"You should've stopped them"
"You should just die, no one would care"
and then you start believing the thoughts
till there is no more thoughts to be heard...
Jun 19, 2023
Jun 19, 2023 at 11:15 PM UTC
Today is the day
the day your life changed
you were 7
you were a child
and they took you like you were 18
They took turns
over and over
for years
you'll never be able to fully trust men
let alone trust them to touch you
but you got so addicted to ***
that your fear was so little
You were tired
you were drained
and you
you my child were ruined
and blamed
and the guilt
It still kills you to this day
11 years later
It still eats you alive
and now you
you are fighting
because you are not sure
how much longer
you can control the guilt
before it really does end you this time
Jun 19, 2023
Jun 19, 2023 at 11:11 PM UTC
“I hate you”
“You’re worthless”
“Go die”
Oh the things they say
But they don’t know
The scars their words cause
The way you would do all of it
If only you had the guts to really do it
Jun 19, 2023
Jun 19, 2023 at 11:08 PM UTC
As you look down
You finally realize
You did it
You broke
And now they hate you
All you wanted was to be free
And now that you lost them
You have no reason to be here anymore
You look up and say
“Goodbye”
As you finally step off
Taking your final last breath
Jun 19, 2023
Jun 19, 2023 at 11:08 PM UTC
You scream
You cry
You kick
You bite
But they are too strong
All you can do is stay still
Waiting for it to be over
Waiting for them to stop
Stop touching you
Stop making you want to die
Stop making you wish you weren’t alive
But even after they stop
The guilt will **** you itself
Jun 19, 2023
Jun 19, 2023 at 11:07 PM UTC
You said Follow my heart man
I did and well
that **** broke me
It broke me into a million little pieces
Getting smaller and smaller
It kept breaking me
Getting put back together
only to be smashed with a hammer
harder and harder every time
You can't say
its because I didn't love hard enough
because I did
I loved with every ******* ounce of my heart
and now I don't think I can ever love again..
Jun 19, 2023
Jun 19, 2023 at 11:05 PM UTC
Pain
the feeling in your chest
Its pain
Heartbreak is pain
many don't realize
heartbreak is one of the worst pains in the world
That one person
breaking everything
everything you once had
you once loved
gone in a matter of minutes
leaving you with this stabbing pain
that nothing will ever be the same
Jun 19, 2023
Jun 19, 2023 at 11:01 PM UTC
You know I tried
I really tried
and I just can't
I can't be this person
who wears a fake smile
hides her body
hides her scars
But society
society makes you this perfect person
and if you're not
brace yourself
its not pretty
Jun 19, 2023
Jun 19, 2023 at 10:57 PM UTC