I wish that I could see into the future
see whether I'd still be thinking about you
all day every day
see whether you'd call me, telling me that you love me
or if it would all just be gone
our love, our humour, us
Jun 7, 2018
Jun 7, 2018 at 1:16 PM UTC
and her mind, that used to be like the most blue sky
was now grey and cloudy
and her eyes, that used to shine so bright
were now dull
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 4:12 PM UTC
who are you,
a stranger that somehow managed to make me fall in love,
what have you done to me?
this is not how i usually feel
my heart is arching
and i can’t stop thinking about you
Apr 7, 2018
Apr 7, 2018 at 7:42 AM UTC
last time i saw you
i did not know
that it would be the last time
you smiled
and walked across the room to kiss us on our cheeks
you asked us how we were doing
and we did too
you said that you were finally happy
and that life was great again
then you asked us if we wanted a ride home
we should've said yes
your loud laughter and charming smile
a kiss on the cheek
this is how i will remember you
Apr 24, 2016
Apr 24, 2016 at 3:25 PM UTC
i am 18
i do not feel like an adult
i do not feel like a teenager
what am i
Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 1:35 PM UTC
*would it not be easier
if I could just say goodbye?*
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 9:57 AM UTC
when food stops being delicious
and starts being frightening instead
when dinner with friends suddenly is scarier
than walking alone in the late hours
when the tears start
just by the thought of eating with people
why is there no treatment for this
unnamed eating disorder
is it even an eating disorder?
or am I just being weird
Feb 15, 2016
Feb 15, 2016 at 6:43 PM UTC
we had an agreement
that this was just for fun
at it was fine
until I woke up in your arms
with your breath against my neck
and your fingers curled around my wrists
and I thought
"what is going on?"
and I still don't know
because you are the most confusing boy I have ever met
and I don't even know my own feelings anymore
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 3:31 PM UTC
will it ever make sense?
will it ever be the same?
will we ever feel the same thing?
Jan 31, 2016
Jan 31, 2016 at 3:13 PM UTC
dearest little dog
suddenly you have grey hairs on your ears
dearest little dog
where is the endless energy?
dearest little you
you are still beautifull
Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 4:11 PM UTC