I want to be satisfied
I want to not feel like I need to die
I want this world to be a suprise
not this dreary loopless rollercoaster ride
I want to be fine
Jul 2, 2018
Jul 2, 2018 at 12:26 PM UTC
The oppressor is not just the enslaver
The oppressor is the enslaved
They're the righteous majority that welcome chains
for consistency
Welcome the loss of privacy
for a false sense of safety
Welcome oppression
To support aggression against communities that don't understand why the loss of their lives is justified.
How do you justify the taking of any life?
How will you justify the taking of mine?
Aug 21, 2017
Aug 21, 2017 at 6:59 PM UTC
I just want you to stop hurting me
In exactly the same way
I'd understand if you were abusive
But you're caring in every other way
It tears me up when you do this
Throwing me out like I don't exist
Their emotions matter to you
Why don't mine too?
Jul 22, 2017
Jul 22, 2017 at 2:13 AM UTC
I'm completely in love with her
Because she taught me what that means
Jun 16, 2017
Jun 16, 2017 at 4:09 AM UTC
I don't wanna live anymore
I'll drive fast and turn hard
Play with fire in the dark
Spin knives between my fingers hoping I slip and slice open my wrist
She wants me to live though.
So I'll climb the tallest mountains for her
I'll do anything to secure happiness in those beautiful gold and green eyes anything to see her beautiful crooked smile
I'll do what it takes if only for her
I'll live
May 23, 2017
May 23, 2017 at 12:33 PM UTC
She calls again from the deep memories in my head
Collapsed lungs, my breath getting caught in the pits of my chest
Fight they say, down some pills go for a hike
Yet the thought of you brings me to my knees im losing the fight
My brain has deserted clear thought sending signals to my fingers to reach for your heart
I'm lost in this land surrounded by sand
Every grain a memory ill never forget
The storms in my soul strike hard when your clouds come through
Still I hold that rod to the sky and wait for the lightning bolt to burn me alive
She doesn't come though she teases with clouds then leaves me to my clear blue skies
I'll never forget that night
When she left I saw the most beautiful northern lights
But now her storms calls me once again.
Apr 27, 2017
Apr 27, 2017 at 3:14 AM UTC
I couldn't believe she'd hit me
My brain shut down I'm
unable to react
Society always wonders why,
When boys are the first to die
Boys don't cry
They get mad and break ****
I'm so sick of this
I was told to sack up
Put her in her place
Be the man they always wanted
Grow a pair stop being a coward
So I did.
I put her in her place,
I grew a pair,
I stopped being a coward,
I manned up
I left
Apr 20, 2017
Apr 20, 2017 at 12:33 AM UTC