It’s hard to digest
I’d forgotten what this was, and the person who wrote it
I’ll catch a glimpse of her from time to time
Hiding in the back,
Shes confused
Probably angry too
I wonder what she’d say now
Looking back
It’s hard to say if it was deserved, if I have learned, if I have grown
She shielded from so much, used the haze and dust
Didn’t really give anything a second thought.
While I pay for that now, the regrets
Unspoken apologies and blackouts
It’s been years and looking back,
I don’t mind it too much
I think I like it here now
Apr 7
Apr 7, 2026 at 7:43 PM UTC
maybe if i tried harder
maybe if i thought faster
it would have made the pain more bearable
and make me feel less shameful.
Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 1:16 PM UTC
By my grave
I stood above
Looking down
The chaos left behind
the growing storms
Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 9:41 PM UTC
My passion is the silent sympathy
My mind always strays to emotions
They are perfumed from unseen notions
I was a goodwill and you a sensitivities
Back into my memories trusting
It was rusting
I heard an unknowing, fond rotting
And so you came gently chirping
Back into my memories relying
My togetherness, I could not awaken
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 12:19 PM UTC
Deep into that darkness indulging
In there stepped a lickerous 'longing'
And the feeling was prolonging
Back into my memories despising
All my soul within me revising
Deep into that darkness consuming
It was myself I was abusing
It is me I am refusing
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 6:34 PM UTC
my chest is heavy
my legs are weak
"am i a burden?"
is what i think
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 1:00 PM UTC
I'm so scared
That I am so impaired
To not be able to give
Or to not forgive
I'm so terrified
That if I cried
My thoughts into yours
I would be abhorred
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 12:54 PM UTC
my mind is losing sight of the light
my past doesn't matter, right?
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 1:20 PM UTC
i can only take
so much.
oh, how it makes me ache,
your touch.
Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 1:35 PM UTC