Keep pushing on.
One step forward,
two steps back.
Ignore the stench of your decaying dreams
as they lay in shambles at your feet.
Rip open the self-inflicted wounds and drain the bad blood.
The pain crashes outward like a tidal wave.
Turn your blind eyes towards the heavens and curse your creator.
Bringer of anguish and sorrow
Father of insanity
****** of the masses
Crutch of the weak
**** the omnipotent legend.
No one can help you now.
Apr 2, 2016
Apr 2, 2016 at 12:56 PM UTC
The inevitable silence fills every thought.
Anguish oozes from each pore in my body.
Torment lays thick and heavy on every breath.
Death is making his way through the mortal realm to place his icy grip on my life.
To **** a part of me, but leave enough so that he may strike again.
Tedious pain courses through my body, gnashing it's teeth on already frayed nerves.
Hell is here and now, cleverly disguised as just another step in the process of life.
I have seen the demons behind the masks.
Their hateful eyes burn like the hell fires that now replace my once loving heart.
Apr 2, 2016
Apr 2, 2016 at 12:12 PM UTC
The sands of time remain in constant motion.
Slipping away like a thief in the night,
with the moments I swore would last forever.
The wheel of fortune spins faster and out of control.
The tighter I cling to it, the more rapidly it drains away.
Surrender is the only option.
I will slip and swirl with the monstrous current of change
like a rag doll in a hurricane.
Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 11:33 PM UTC
It doesn’t happen all at once
it happens slowly
like a flood
water rising cautiously
a quiet rebellion
spilling over enemy lines with a vengeance
minute by minute, you feel it
the gravitational pull on your body
moving you further and further apart
your mother says that you will
find your way back to him,
but you are not so sure
it does not happen all at once
it happens like the
continents drifting apart
a few centimeters per year
it happens so slowly
you can’t even see it
until it is too late
until the love waltzing in the ball
room of your chest goes quiet
and everyone stops dancing
he grabs your hand and asks you
to go someplace quiet
you don’t go with him
you stay silent
your heart is a still drum
he takes your pulse with his teeth
tells you he doesn’t
understand
how you could change your mind
so suddenly
it doesn’t happen all at once
remember that, even when he
tries to convince you that things
were fine the day before
tell him that the earth is moving
microscopic distances as you speak
that neither of you are in the same
place that you were
yesterday.
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 11:31 AM UTC
Lay perfectly still
and wait until the bass makes your face vibrate.
Mindfolds on in perfect darkness
feel the music start to bring you solace.
Body goes numb and with it the mind
sleep paralysis sets in try not to fight it.
Hallucinations so vivid,
a reality so lucid.
Let it overwhelm you or run the risk of losing it.
Get lost in a dream of your own design
carefully constructed behind your eyes.
Its a tall task if you want to build your own city,
Or feel the emptiness of space and experience infinity.
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 11:47 PM UTC
Loveless,
Love-letters,
That's what I'll send you,
That's what you'll send me.
Endless;
Dead end streets,
That's where I'll send you,
That's where you'll meet me.
Sleepless,
Insomniatic coffee-water drips until
It will dry up in the morning,
When the sun hits.
When the sun hits,
They will no place to hide away,
No lachrymose place to run to,
When the sun hits.
-Jamie F. Nugent
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 11:39 PM UTC
With honeyed words, the defenses were breached
and a villain crossed the threshold.
From his lips trickled the wine of sweet lies.
Intoxicating and rich, meant to dull the mind and awaken the body.
It turns to poison as it flows forth, infecting reality.
The dance gives way to frenzied fleeing as the stain consumes.
Silenced were the songs of longing once the heart had ceased to sing.
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 1:52 PM UTC
Smoke-screened pain from a distant day wafts into the present,
charring my lungs with the ash and cinders of a resurrected past.
Each breath brings a blister of remembrance to the surface.
Yet, I continue to inhale the flames deeply.
Unaware of the fueled and fattened pyre beneath my tethered feet
that is beginning to smolder.
The vapors of your charm slither up my bound body like a constrictor, tightening it’s grip, gliding swiftly towards the tasty bits.
I have no defense against you.
I see the spark of my destruction reflected in your eyes
as the fire consumes the fodder.
I surrender to being engulfed by the licking flames.
Left to burn, bound and gagged by my inability to resist your spark.
After all, I am flammable.
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 12:28 AM UTC
outstretched hands,
he begs her
to not step closer
reaches out,
he is already gone
and collapses
inside herself
it was not supposed to happen this way,
he swears
the beautiful warrior
the
saviour
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 1:24 AM UTC
Till you can’t walk
Till you are sore,
Yet still smiling
from the thrilling experience,
Till you are sweating pleasure
from every pore.
Till your breath murmurs
my first name with every inhale
Till my voice is the only sound
your ears need to hear.
i would
rest my head on your breast
and listen
Enjoy the sweet tunes composed by
every noted word you harmonize
Tales of your life stories before they became entwined with mine
Narratives about your dreams
About who breaks your glassy heart
And what tickles your eye-ducts
into opening a flood of tears.
an inner world of wishes
she deserves beautiful things,
The Nubian Queen,
Sunflower Child.
~ New-Black-SoUl #NBS
Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 11:27 PM UTC