Until the ink dries.
That's what I say.
Maybe those thoughts
Will
Float away.
Memories that are distant
Thoughts that
Sway.
Easily broken like
Fragile, freshly blown glass.
Feb 25, 2021
Feb 25, 2021 at 9:38 PM UTC
i've learned to let go
Before
i
Settle into a
Beautiful lie
i
Imagine
Holding on to see
YOU
In complex scenery
All is forgiven
And
i'll allow for you take back
Every word
Unspoken
i
am
Broken
Conversations
Wound around
Daydreams
Mar 2, 2020
Mar 2, 2020 at 9:19 PM UTC
I'll tell you that I love you
I fell for you the day
You secretly watched me
As I gazed at you lovingly
Between
Your fingers
I slipped
A friend noted
That there is love there
Something substantially
Real
As real as you being taken
And I watch her take you
Further
Tell her she's broken and insecure
Run back to me
And
Reassure these feelings
Tell me that my body
Is
Just fine
You can drink away every
God awful
Memory
I'll mend your spirit with
Mine
Dec 18, 2019
Dec 18, 2019 at 9:58 PM UTC
I suppose I'll find you in the darkest corners of my existence
Resisting the urge to let go
And
be needed
My happiness does not want
Your words
They will be taken unheeded
As predicted
These countless
propositions mean little
To the girl who wants
You
unafflicted
And
without scars
Oct 10, 2019
Oct 10, 2019 at 5:29 PM UTC
You won't be scared to
Tell me you're not okay
You will say:
"Don't go."
As I gather my things
With every intention
To fall apart on
The ride home
My home that was shown
In the dark
and
when it was
Silent
Your violent
Rages of wavering
Sympathy
Are always with me
You thought you were
Teaching me...
I taught you
That reservation is for
The strong
It's okay to be wrong
And
You are loved
Shove
me under your
Shade and be brave
Sep 21, 2019
Sep 21, 2019 at 8:30 PM UTC
After sometime
But
Right before the
Rope is severed
You swing and falter
As the winds of your
Mistakes
Rush by
This has an end
You said you'd
wait
And I could begin
again
With my words used
As
Anchors
Sep 18, 2019
Sep 18, 2019 at 12:34 AM UTC
It's cold in my room
The lack of warmth
Reminds me
Of the slowly
Escaping heat
From the baseboard
Heaters
Sweaters, and blankets
Piled on the couch
I was...
HOME
The last four walls
I ran away from
All the while
I'm still chasing
Walls that will hold
Me
Aug 29, 2019
Aug 29, 2019 at 8:52 PM UTC
My phone is at the bottom of the river
Along with the letters
I wrote to you
I pray that the water
Washes away
The words that hurt
To say out loud
I'm too proud
I'll let my ego
Drown my doubts
And
You'll sift through
My filthy clothes
Drenched with woven
Uneven patterns
stitched
By
You.
Aug 16, 2019
Aug 16, 2019 at 10:14 PM UTC
I know you feel you’re drowning
You’re lost in your own head
You’re a prisoner to your consciousness
Every breath is filled with dread
I know you feel it’s over
You’re fighting like you’ve lost
I know you waged the war
Without knowing the cost
You tell me all these words
To describe the mess inside
The monsters that devour you
The ways you try to hide
I don’t know how this ends
I won’t lie to earn your trust
But I do know this one truth
Even monsters turn to dust
Jun 26, 2019
Jun 26, 2019 at 10:49 PM UTC
There's a tear in my soul
And the stuffing's falling out
Surprised you're not surprised
I was never real
Eyes of glass
Heart of gold
My flesh is made from silicone
Imperfect, blemishes and wrong
Hands are cold
Warm as stone
I was never real
Yet I still feel alone
I need this lie
To bleed itself out
And cut through this flesh
Of silicone
Jun 26, 2019
Jun 26, 2019 at 9:25 PM UTC