Feelings of you thriving inside of me,
It’s unbearable to believe.
A hurt heart with desires you must flee,
Where I am broken and to grieve.
Will I see you again and run away,
In darkness as I fear mirror?
Our secrets to burn out dusk into day,
Revealing everything clearer.
Distance between us and bitter we wait,
Denial over each other.
Picked up pieces of my flesh now as bait,
Frolicked before and to smother.
Phobia willing to bite and to taste,
Enslaving to engulf our souls as baste.
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 11:57 PM UTC
One slash, two slash, three slash, four,
It all began on deception.
Chain to chain a soul for chore,
Oppressors don’t face reflection.
Riddled descendants broken,
Upon heirs living lavishly.
Waiting to maim what’s spoken,
Others love and lust savagely.
And we can shame of such past,
Hoping it won’t be our future.
to hate waiting to burn last,
Peace called needle missing suture.
These are the broken, the torn,
Ever aching black with scorn…
May 15
May 15, 2026 at 12:30 AM UTC
The raining shadows came upon him,
For whom they are never to let go.
Latching on as a tenderness hymn,
Aching his mind terrors to and fro.
He should’ve taken head warning pain,
Now the pleasure of it is to wield.
Dark matter apparent as to feign,
Consuming to take hold of him sealed.
Where is the peace to befriend asleep,
When left lonely into the long night?
Why has the counting stop that of sheep,
Only to turn creatures devils bite?
Awoken monster who needs a tomb,
A’need to be slayed pray not his doom…
Apr 7
Apr 7, 2026 at 2:38 AM UTC
Holding you in my arms again,
Would be the greatest thing to me.
Betrayal shouldn’t call a friend,
knowing real life and what’s to see.
However there’s no turning back,
Promises made were all broken.
No more heart on sleeve which I slack,
Jamming away to Sleep Token.
Am I man turned into monster,
No longer feeling what you feel?
Burden our souls demons sponsor,
My flesh no more for you to steal.
Letting you go again a curse,
For you to lose my love that’s worse.
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 4:12 AM UTC
I digged my fate too deep in a hole,
No one really has to know.
Wonder when what left to come of soul,
When laid rest no more of woe.
Sorrows come day by day year by year,
And it seems like nothing done.
Searching for love to touch me and sear,
This I promise not to shun.
Show me more in life than being numb,
To be genuine again.
A hardened heart knows when it is dumb,
So can it heal, if so, when?
To never lose hope as I adown.
destined to find out even trapped lown.
Mar 16
Mar 16, 2026 at 4:11 PM UTC
You took all what’s left of me,
Dwindled down never wanting.
Took my friends with heresy,
Grabbed my soul in woods taunting.
What more do you want to take,
Seen you’re not my drug of choice.
Starved from my friends souls to ache,
She shielded me from your voice.
Melody she told her name,
***** blood she laced my skin.
Pleasure never before same,
Crying lust she made me spin.
******* now she let me go,
Her the streets to let us know…
Dec 16, 2025
Dec 16, 2025 at 12:18 AM UTC
All sons will lose their mothers,
If men ashamed for past things done.
Sometimes lost without lovers,
World war rages till no one won.
Cascades of Heaven shine bright,
Closing the doors of damnation.
Tears and prayers divine sight,
God’s final say contemplation.
To fear the things we don’t like,
So natural we want destroyed.
What made enemies to psych,
In need of friends lost to a void.
To be broken last to see?
Wishing pain never to be…
Dec 5, 2025
Dec 5, 2025 at 11:09 PM UTC
Sometimes I hate you all,
The way you done away to me.
How to make a soul crawl,
And only in my eyes to see.
Darkened days upon us,
Forced to question reality.
Fear in which to discuss,
Truth to run away from and flee.
To never tell what said,
Haunting the mind till the day died.
For more what could be bled,
Guilt ridden and fed stone inside.
No, I cannot love some -
A world where I am numb…
Nov 20, 2025
Nov 20, 2025 at 1:50 AM UTC
Your stare is intense,
Why am I scared to get to know you?
My heart is a fence,
Careful, not just built with broken glue.
Mysteries unlocked,
It’s not the first time I opened up.
Losing loved ones shocked,
Darkened alone to cry like a pup.
Yet something tells me,
I need to let go of the past so.
Run away and flee,
You see me and you already know.
Where should we begin,
Love always therein?
Nov 7, 2025
Nov 7, 2025 at 7:38 PM UTC
You missed out on someone great,
Something that could’ve taken care of you.
Burdens nothing but deadweight,
Your nightmares at best you worst than a flu.
No point looking at your face,
The demons inside of you never known.
Angels missing without trace,
Leaving behind nothing to call you flown.
That’s it when you’re not a soul,
One thing to exist another purpose.
Half a heart not yours you stole,
Laughing stock I am worst than a circus.
Alone without saving wings,
Dreaming saves me from your things…
Sep 27, 2025
Sep 27, 2025 at 4:33 PM UTC