Tila ako'y pinaglaruan ng tadhana
Nalulunod sa mga baka sakali
Bungad nito'y panandaliang tuwa sa una
At pangmatagalang pait at sakit sa huli
Unang yakap at halik mula sa kabiyak
Nagdulot ng pagluha dahil ang tayo'y malabo maging tiyak
Handa akong masaktan at bitawan ka
Mamahalin kita habang may oras pa
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 8:41 AM UTC
I don't know what I'm feeling
I don't know why I'm crying
Just laying down all day
Wondering if this is pain
Always wanting to sleep
Then wanting not to wake up
Because of everything happening
That makes me feel like I'm nothing
So can someone give an answer and help me
Help me figure out what's in my mind
Because I don't know how long I can stand this
I feel like I'm leaving everything behind
I don't know what's inside my head
That makes me cry and makes me start to lose my breath
The cycle doesn't stop repeating
It's so hard I wish my heart would stop beating
Apr 7, 2018
Apr 7, 2018 at 7:23 AM UTC
Shooting stars that are so magnificent
Even if they're just going to pass by and fall
Almost the same about ourselves and the people we suddenly love
They let us admire them, love them, then leave saying they just can't
All of the time you spent with her
Became memories that now made your heart break
The reasons made you feel like your stupid
Hearing "let's end this, it's for your own sake"
Your pillow became a tissue for your tears
Thinking everynight how you can still be that person's wish
Not wanting to wake up from the dream where we're together
Cuz my world crumbles when I see you love another
Mar 30, 2018
Mar 30, 2018 at 1:22 AM UTC
Blaming yourself for everything bad that's happening
Is what we do when our heart and mind is collapsing
Living in a world with people not knowing why they live
And people that let others hurt them so they wont leave
Confusion made me so tired because of overthinking
Trying to know all the answers when I really can't
All the things that wander in my mind every night
Makes me feel like my heart is being tied up so tight
Not saying anything about what I feel because of fear
My fear that they'll treat me differently and ruin the mood
The scars that are everywhere in me and the tears that come out
Makes me scream but only in my mind because I can't say it with my mouth
I don't know what to do with this life and how to decide for myself
I just nod to everything and everyone so I won't be a burden to them
I'm confused if I'm a person or just a tool
Thinking it will turn out fine but no its just me again being a fool
Mar 30, 2018
Mar 30, 2018 at 1:06 AM UTC
We are our biggest obstacle
Our biggest problem
A human being
Finding worth in living
Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 2:10 AM UTC
I don't have a clue with what's happening in your mind
Your mind that takes over and replays events that made you hide
Can't bear the pain that's eating my inside
I'll lessen the pain by hurting myself outside
Behind my silly laugh and smile
Is someone feeling incomplete
Behind my head
Is someone telling me it'll all be over when I'm dead
Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 12:32 AM UTC
You're the only one I want
You're the only one I need
The sun that gave me light
The moon that stays with me every night
Wanting to be beside you everywhere you go
Because of the my fear that you'll suddenly let go
I'm afraid of you letting go of me
But terrified of you letting go of yourself
If I ever run out of things I could say
Remember that I'll still be here to listen and stay
Even if you undergo any kind of change
My feelings for you will still be the same
Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 11:32 PM UTC
I wish I could find a cure for this
I hope my mind would be at peace
Everyday and everynight
Are the times I'm not feeling alright
Always staring blankly at a wall
Feeling like my heart is going to fall
Always covering our face and pretend we're sleeping
But you just don't want anyone to see you crying
Lying to yourself and others like your fine
Distracting yourself to not overthink
But when you get home and you're alone
Your mind does the work and it just starts to sink
Remembering all the bad experiences
Shatters a heart into so many tiny pieces
You don't want to open up and say the phrase "Im depressed"
Knowing it can make another person a mess
Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 7:46 AM UTC