Look at the mirror
There's a man holding a gun
Pointing it to your head
And all you can do
Is smile
Why did you pull the trigger?
Oct 26, 2019
Oct 26, 2019 at 12:20 AM UTC
Breathe in, Breathe out
You can do this
Breathe in, Breathe out
You are stronger than this
Breathe in, Breathe out
You can still fight
Breathe in, Breathe out
You have one chance
Breathe in, Breathe out
Please let go of that blade.....
Oct 26, 2019
Oct 26, 2019 at 12:15 AM UTC
I’m sorry for what I’ve done
I really am
I never meant to hurt you like this
I know there is nothing that I could do
For me to change what happened between us
But I hope
That one day
You will forgive me
And still see me as your daughter
I love you mom.....
Mar 3, 2019
Mar 3, 2019 at 3:59 PM UTC
"I'm okay"
Two words
Yet too DEEP
But it's too late now
You can't change it
Now she is finally GONE
You were too LATE
Feb 9, 2019
Feb 9, 2019 at 8:41 PM UTC
Dear stranger
I still remember the day
When you came to our house
With a gun pointed to my family
The day that the eight year old me
First saw how messed up this world is
This might sound weird
I promise you,
I won’t forget that day
But I will promise you,
That one day
I will forgive you
For ruining my childhood
Feb 7, 2019
Feb 7, 2019 at 9:04 PM UTC
Depression,
I can’t escape from my own depression
Don’t judge me,
For I didn’t want this
Don’t judge me,
When you’re even fighting your own demons
Don’t judge me,
For no one is really perfect.
Feb 7, 2019
Feb 7, 2019 at 8:55 PM UTC
Promise me,
That you would be a good boy
That you would not complain
Of how you hate eating vegetables
Or
That you don't have enough time
To play too much video games
Promise me,
To always
Come back home on time
So that Mom and Dad won't be worried
To always
Finish your homework
Because education is important
To always
Be yourself
No matter what people say
Because
I won't be there
To remind you
Of this
When I'm dead
I love you baby brother
From your only sister.
Jan 26, 2019
Jan 26, 2019 at 6:29 PM UTC
Sometimes
You see them under your bed
Or
When you are standing
In front of the mirror
Now,
It's just up to you
If you want to fight it
or
Not
Jan 26, 2019
Jan 26, 2019 at 6:18 PM UTC
Under my bed
There are three things I hide
A rope
A knife
A bottle of pills
The question is,
Which one would I choose?
Should I use the rope?
Like a snake that will choke a person to death
Should I use the knife?
That I always felt to be my friend
Should I use the bottle of pills
That would be emptied once I swallowed everything
Like how life really felt
All of them seems tempting
But not too alluring
And too thrilling
Don’t act too surprised
You knew this will happen
You just choose to not pay attention
And stick to it
Funny thing is that
We both always felt scared of living
More than dying
Now that I am gone,
What will you do my friend?
Will you hang yourself in the ceiling?
Cut deep through your throat?
Or?
Die in a heavy sleep?
Like there will be no tomorrow
Or
Will you let
Your regrets and guilt
Eat you alive
And hunt your vivid dreams
Every night.
Tik Tok, Tik Tok ….
You only have a short time
Think wisely
For this choice is yours
And not mine
Dec 8, 2018
Dec 8, 2018 at 1:25 PM UTC
Robert William is dead,
Kate ***** is dead,
My best friend is dead,
Who's the culprit?
Suicide.
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 11:10 PM UTC