That smile,
That gentle smirk on your face.
It trapped me,
It left me here,
Speechless.
Tomorrow I'll see it again,
And I'm scared.
I keep thinking,
What do you think of me?
Love,
Lust,
Both.
Am I just a plaything?
Will you throw me away,
As soon as you get bored of me?
You are my XTC,
And I'm addicted.
Addicted to falling in love with you
Oct 29, 2017
Oct 29, 2017 at 4:51 PM UTC
I'm just a normal girl,
who fell in love with a normal boy.
What am I scared off?
I don't know
Thoughts of him consume my every move,
and thoughts of losing him even more.
But you can't lose what you don't have,
can you?
The longer I stay away,
the more I feel him slipping.
Like grains of sand falling through my fingers.
Hell,
What am I thinking?
I'm just a normal girl,
I fell in love with a normal boy.
There's nothing to be afraid of,
I know
Oct 16, 2017
Oct 16, 2017 at 5:28 PM UTC
No words I can speak.
Nothing more than silence that has taken hold of your presence,
embraced it and took it away.
An empty spot next to the lamp I gave for your birthday,
remembering how I spoiled the present by a slip of the tongue,
not knowing that you wouldn't even outlive the lamps guarantee,
not knowing that someday soon,
you would not be here with me.
Oct 16, 2017
Oct 16, 2017 at 12:22 PM UTC