People tried to listen, cheered me up
Telling me it’s okay and I shouldn't give up
But they will never understand my situation
For a young heart, I felt this kind of desolation
Where were you during the times I feel sad?
When I had a problem and needed a dad.
You didn't find me during the days I'm in lost.
You weren't there when I needed you the most.
Where were you during the times I’m very happy?
When I wanted to hug you and say: “I got an A, daddy!”
I always wanted a man to share my smiles with
But I’m all alone here in this huge labyrinth
Where were you when darkness filled my sight?
When I needed you to be my source of light.
I've been longing in your arms since I was a child,
I waited years for you to be with me in my side.
Until I got tired of waiting for you
Now I know, your promises aren't true
I learned to stand alone wearing only one shoe on my feet,
Yes I could walk, I could run, yet I feel so incomplete
Where were you during the nights I couldn't sleep?
And all I could do is to sulk and to weep.
It flashes through my mind, our old midnight memories
When I was a kid, you were reading me bedtime stories
Where were you during the times I feel in pain?
When I got sick after I played in the rain.
I’m not feeling well and wished for a father's care,
Yet I didn't see you. You were not there.
Where were you during the times I cry?
When everything's not fine and I wanted to die
All you did was to turn my hopes down,
When my only wish is to have you around
Where were you when I compose this poem tonight?
I bet you don’t have any idea that I could even write
I looked at the old photograph of us
It’s sad to know that this picture will be the last.
I've been asking and asking myself always,
Why didn't you return when there was still a space?
Now it's too late and no amount of embrace,
Can take away the sadness and tears on my face.
Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 2:32 PM UTC
Is he really
the same guy,
i fell in love with
that one December?
Is he the same guy
who made me laugh,
made me happy,
every single day?
The same guy
who stayed up
with me for hours,
watching movies,
listening to music,
and who played
me, the most
beautiful music
on his guitar.
Is he the same guy?
Because i don't see it.
He once called me
beautiful,
now he doesn't
call me
at all.
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 2:06 AM UTC
I pick up a pen
to let my emotions flow
The ink has dried
The paper remains empty.
I cry.
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 2:00 AM UTC
"You can't really love someone you've never met."
He's the first thing on my mind
when I open my eyes,
the last thing I think about
before I go to sleep,
he's in my thoughts all
the moments in between,
his face takes away the nightmares
and fills all my dreams.
How is this not love?
Dec 30, 2014
Dec 30, 2014 at 8:10 AM UTC
'Poetry is for emos!'
screamed a prosaic once
Don't worry,
he's dead now
I shot him with my gun
which is made from words
'Poetry is for the beautiful minds'
Someone once said
'No, silly! Poetry is for the scarred soul'
replied a maiden
'Poetry is for people like me!'
screamed Mr.R
'No happiness but chests filled with money!'
'Poetry is my hobby.'
said a future entrepreneur
'Poetry is for the one dealing with loss'
said the scientist
'I don't care about poetry, How often do you floss?'
said my dentist.
'Poetry is dumb.'
said the misanthrope
'Poetry makes me think about him'
said the victim of infatuation
I cleared my throat and spoke to clear the confusion
'*You're wrong to say poetry ain't fun
poetry is for everyone*'
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 2:27 AM UTC
*Think happy thoughts
Think happy thoughts
Think happy thoughts*
she told herself over and over again
as she descended into the abyss of darkness
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 1:22 AM UTC
Lost in the sea of fires
Hearing people mourns and cry
Can’t find the way to escape
For it is dark inside
Scorching and daunting
I could hear people screaming
While evil spirit’s laughing
I met kinds of demon
Devils that would summon
They all have creepy smiles
Ominous and dark eyes
They own a sinister face
I want to get out from this place
I don’t know why I ended in this land?
I can’t comprehend what happen
I do not understand
All I remember was
I got hit by the bus
And as I open my eyes
I got lost in the sea of fires
Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 11:56 PM UTC
When will the day come
That you will look at me,
The way you look at her.
Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 6:40 AM UTC