I want my mind to finally go silent.
I want to be buried six feet deep with flowers above me.
I want to hear the world finally go silent.
I want nothing but the darkness as my company.
Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 9:31 PM UTC
I just can’t keep up
I can’t close my eyes, can’t rest
Awaiting the end
Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 9:22 PM UTC
You were always asking if I was alright
Reply was always " Yes, I'm okay"
But deep down something is wrong
Believe me, my intentions aren't to lie.
Please just leave me out of the limelight
I don't know why, but I can't take on the day
I cannot be strong
This unknown pain beginning to preoccupy.
Jun 29, 2018
Jun 29, 2018 at 12:29 AM UTC
Flirting with death,
Dreaming of abandoning this life.
My skin begs to see the sun,
As I spend my nights drowning in the shadows.
You were my everything,
Now I make sure I have nothing.
The power of the voices in my head,
Make me want to fill my brain with lead.
Jun 29, 2018
Jun 29, 2018 at 12:07 AM UTC
Keep trying till I overdose,
Pushing until I'm comatose.
Searching for something to dull it all out,
While my happiness is in a drought.
Jun 28, 2018
Jun 28, 2018 at 11:51 PM UTC
My mind full of thoughts of you
I'm overwhelmed.
These cold feelings tried and true
crying myself to sleep, begging to be held.
Jun 28, 2018
Jun 28, 2018 at 11:47 PM UTC
You say you want to see the real me
So take my hand and we shall coast through
The darkness in my mind that’s consuming me
Leaving everyday blue.
I say I haven’t always been like this
But I can’t remember a day of pure bliss.
Jun 27, 2018
Jun 27, 2018 at 10:25 PM UTC
My mind fights it’s war
As I lay here overwhelmed
A losing battle
Jun 27, 2018
Jun 27, 2018 at 10:14 PM UTC
This feeling is becoming old,
Constantly being told
It’s better to be alone.
But these “accidents” I do to myself are becoming prone.
Take a look inside my eyes,
Maybe you’ll believe the lies
I tell my mirror on the daily,
Hoping I can take this day on bravely.
Jun 27, 2018
Jun 27, 2018 at 10:06 PM UTC
Is it too late for me?
I am broke, I cannot find my pieces.
On my knees begging to be free,
Hoping my life ceases.
I just want to hear I’m wanted,
But no voice is there to save me from my fall.
All my memories are haunted
By a made up you that leaves me in awe.
Don’t miss me when I’m gone,
You’ve created these issues in my mind.
With nothing left for me to hold on
I take my life and you remain blind.
Nothing I do will break your high.
Good-bye.
Jun 27, 2018
Jun 27, 2018 at 12:19 AM UTC