"Does it really get better? Or do we just get used to it?"
Jun 14, 2020
Jun 14, 2020 at 7:17 PM UTC
It's very early in the morning, this is what I feel.
But, what's new?
This is what I feel everyday.
Jun 9, 2020
Jun 9, 2020 at 8:39 AM UTC
even if you're super dead inside
you need to fight.
fight.
'cause in the end,
you're still the one who's gonna
build yourself up again.
Jun 8, 2020
Jun 8, 2020 at 9:08 AM UTC
The moon was treacherous
Because he let me lose you.
The moon was treacherous.
Because he lets you step away.
The moon was treacherous because I thought you were mine. He gave me signs that you were gonna be mine forever, until our last breath.
In the next lifetime.
But he let you go.
The moon was treacherous.
Because of its slpendor and how bright they shine,
I didn't even noticed that you were already stepping away.
Jun 6, 2020
Jun 6, 2020 at 11:22 PM UTC
Everything around me are dark
I feel nothing but weight and pain inside my chest.
I'm not working anymore.
How?
Why everything changed so fast?
I'm not like this before.
What happened?
Jun 6, 2020
Jun 6, 2020 at 6:58 PM UTC
Everything you see are beautiful
Every people in your eyes are attractive
But, you. Why don't you see yourself
just like what you see with your eyes?
Jun 6, 2020
Jun 6, 2020 at 6:33 PM UTC
"Was it the wrong time
What if we tried?
Giving in a little more
To the warmth we had before"
- Lifetime by Ben and Ben
What if I tried a little bit more?
What will happen if I just ignore the thoughts inside my head?
Too many questions came into my mind.
Questions I can only answer if I continue. But I don't know if I'm still able to answer it, because now it's gone. I gave up.
I think too much about what's inside my mind, but everything was true. I do not deserve you, because there is something more worthy of you. There's someone who deserves you. And that is not me.
What if I just ignored the thoughts on my head? Am I that someone?
Jun 4, 2020
Jun 4, 2020 at 9:48 AM UTC
I've said it several times that I don't like you anymore, that I'll try to forget you, but how?
Your eyes, your smile, your laugh, the way you talk, your precious smell, your gentle hands. Everything. I can't forget every detail of you, every piece of you. You. How can I forget you?
Why do I keep remembering you, why do I keep remembering the days when we're still together, when I was still yours.
I'm trying so hard to forget you. I tried to write poems, play an instrument, listen to music. I tried everything but nothing helps. Instead, I remember you more
Music, I can't stop playing our favorite song. Everytime I play it, I can feel your warm hugs. It feels like we're flying above the clouds. But now, it's just me.
Instruments, playing an instrument is hard but you made it easier for me. Everytime I place my fingers on the strings I can feel your hands guiding my fingers but, you're not here.
I tried writing poems to forget you but it's hard because you're always my subject.
I hope that every matching words that I make, I hope you know that it's about you.
I hope that every poems that I wrote, I hope you know that it's for you.
I'll keep trying to forget you but, you still have a place in my heart that no one can replace.
Jun 4, 2020
Jun 4, 2020 at 5:20 AM UTC
Evertime i wake up,
I always look forward to your message.
My day is not complete
If don't receive a "Good Morning" message from you.
Because a simple message from you
Is what makes my day perfect.
Apr 4, 2020
Apr 4, 2020 at 3:47 AM UTC
Your eyes have a different shine.
A shine that is so blinding
yet still beautiful.
A shine that I couldn't find in others.
Whenever I look into your eyes,
I get lost.
I get lost in this beautiful galaxy.
A galaxy that is full of beautiful and shiny stars.
I don't like getting lost.
I hate it when I have no idea where I am
I hate panicking while on the road
Because i dont know where I am
But, getting lost in your eyes?
It's different.
Now I like being lost,
In your gaxies, In your eyes.
Apr 3, 2020
Apr 3, 2020 at 11:37 AM UTC