May I entwine
In your pretty serenity,
Forever is a lie
Promise
Me
an
Eternity
Jan 4, 2019
Jan 4, 2019 at 11:20 AM UTC
Closed windows;
Shutted door.
Covered in sheets,
On my bedroom floor...
A new year night,
Yet a pitiful sight.
Knew it wasnt right,
But i wasn't putting up a fight.
Isolated mind;
With suicidal thoughts.
Pain; imaginary,
So i didnt fought...
A story of a past,
Still haunting the present.
A messed up "me",
The sight wasn't pleasant...
Already knew
I was losing control,
And a promise was all
That was saving this soul...
Jan 4, 2019
Jan 4, 2019 at 9:13 AM UTC
Oh that smile make my heart skip a beat,
It makes me think i can perform any feat.
When im with you i see everything in symphony,
My expression changes in a different harmony.
Your company has given me a sense of serenity,
Yet your absence drives me to literal insanity...
And I've taken a liking to that laughter,
Those parted lips that cant be any softer...
So may i drown in those eyes full of depth?
My soul is quaking it really needs a rest.
I've never intended yet to be found,
Living in my sanctuary free and unbound...
Yet i didn't knew that sanctuary was a prison with no gain,
Where i bounded myself with woven chains...
You broked those chains and setted me free,
You saved me from the falling debris...
And you made me forget all the pain,
You've given me hope to love again...
Yet i cast away these shallow eyes,
so you may not notice these unspoken lies...
And now my despair is giving me away,
You've read this now i wonder what you'll say...
Will you cast me away and call me a creep?
Or dive in my soul and save it from eternal sleep?
Maybe you will shout and say "leave me be".
What can i say, its your choice, I'll just wait and see...
Dec 18, 2018
Dec 18, 2018 at 11:42 AM UTC
Getting tired of these worldly affairs,
Always caught up in someone's snare.
Asking myself if this world is fair,
Looked up at the sky, for a sign, a flare...
Covered myself up in all those lies,
Sadness behind those gloomy eyes.
Letting out those silent cries,
Beneath which my soul slowly dies...
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 12:32 PM UTC
Everyone is a burden in our life,
But we are the ones who chose which one is worth carrying...
.
.
.
And i chose YOU...
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 12:17 PM UTC
You feel like there is an empty void inside you,
And every night you get depressed without a clue...
You start to lose track of time,
You feel a guilt but dont know your crime...
You'll sleep alot to escape the lies,
Still you'll find yourself always tired...
They'll ask you if you are okay,
You'll say "I'm fine" like you always say.
But deep down you know there is something wrong,
Life has no meaning and you are scrapping along...
All your emotions slowly fall apart,
Until you can only hear the beating of your heart...
And there is no blood shed just ice shards,
On the floor Splintering apart...
At that time I want you to know,
Live your life with a flow
I wont tell you that you are wrong,
Because we all have been there somewhere along...
Dont lose yourself in your fake smiles,
I'm able to notice those empty lies...
And when you want to let it all out,
Get up and call me out...
So we will stop time from dusk till dawn,
And I will be a shoulder for you to cry on...
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 11:32 AM UTC
Sometimes you just cant stop when the words start ticking,
and you keep on writing...
to fill a void that you are not sure is even there.
Until the day you create one...
Nov 20, 2018
Nov 20, 2018 at 5:57 PM UTC
Mind
RACING
Heart
PACING
Muscles
ACHING
Limbs
SHAKING
Soul
FADING
Smiles
FAKING
I'm
BREAKING...
I'm
BREAKING...
Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 1:01 PM UTC
I'm not the type of person to give up on someone,
But eventually eyeryone leaves...
One
By
One
And it really hurts when they cast you away
So I'm killing myself slowly...
Day
By
Day
Pain is a constant reminder that I'm terrified
Because I cant have you...
Side
By
Side
Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 12:16 PM UTC
You say you wear an impenetrable mask,
And your emotions nothing but filled in a flask...
You say your smiles are nothing but fake,
The feelings you show are all but a flake.
So tell me the time spend was all made up,
That it was nothing but a fake stand up.
Tell me your words were nothin' but a joke;
And you were maintaining a desperate cloak.
Tell me those smiles were only a lie,
And you felt pity for my desperate sighs...
Tell me for you it was only a game,
Where you left me to die after giving me a name...
But no matter what you tell me, I wont let you go
Because it isn't in my veins to not grow what I sow
I would still end up all the same
Writing my poetry in your name
Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 11:52 AM UTC