☆
Reaching
for stars,
I grabbed
the brightest,
it was you,
only to find
happily...
you were
reaching for
me too
Aug 3, 2015
Aug 3, 2015 at 6:44 AM UTC
Not even a day passed
Not even 24 hours
Not even 12 hours
Not even that you're far away
You did not left the country
But still
The moment you left I missed
Just You
A lot
Jul 31, 2015
Jul 31, 2015 at 6:52 AM UTC
I believe that every tree; every swallow;
Every breath of clean air that I draw
Accepts the love I feel towards it,
And responds in my everyday life,
The way any "god" would.
Thank you for your love. This is for you.
That smile from a stranger; that money
I found, that favourite song of mine on
The radio, was a hug from the trees
**** human-huggers) of my
Home farm dirt road
Alley, where I walked today
Asking myself how at home a man
Can feel, kissing it all with my eyes.
My everyday life...
That insignificant, poor place
Where my every amazing treasure lies
Unhidden.
Jul 29, 2015
Jul 29, 2015 at 6:21 AM UTC
No poem
Is a poem as well
No words
Are words as well
No anger
Is anger as well
No Love
Is love as well
No Fear
Is fear as well
No Hate
Is hate as well
No Tears
Are Tears as well
So why is it so hard for you to understand what I feel ?
Or why don't you see when I am tired.
I need rest and you don't care.
I am done
Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 4:40 PM UTC
I've been down lately.
Can't find a way out lately.
I've been lost lately.
Loosing it all lately.
I've been crying lately.
Because I'm too mad lately.
I'm choking lately.
Cause of my deep hole lately.
I've been hard to reach lately.
I've been hard to teach lately.
The reality is lately...
Lately I've been sad.
Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 8:50 AM UTC
I am not depressed
I just cannot write about love
I just cannot write about happiness
If I do not feel this way
I am not myself
I do not know who I am actually
I am not depressed
I am lost and empty
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 6:32 AM UTC
I loose you
I loose everything
I just do no want to live anymore
But I am too scared to **** myself
Do you see how weak I am without you?
I loose you
I loose me
I am lost
My mind does no work well
I destroy with my own hands
Everything beautiful
Why did I have to wish.//
That you fight with her
Why am I so desperate?
I loose you
I die
I cannot live witout you.
Family
Friends
They are nothing for me
I loose you
I die.
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 6:20 AM UTC
As a kid time wasn't the same,
a day feelt like forever
and everything was a game.
Now I'm a ****** up adult,
in a world fast and insane,
the game now feels so occult.
Why does everything feel so strange?
Life feels like a weird insult.
Why did all things have to change?
Change is good they'll say to me,
but my craving still remains.
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 10:39 AM UTC
I see you kissing her on the cheek
You said you miss me
You lied
You stay with her / with others
Not me/ Although I wait the most
You scream only and don't even wonder how long would I resist
My life falls apart
You stay with her
You hate me
These are your words
Not mine
I wait for you
You go to her
That is a nice game
Who will win ?
Or resist?
I don't know if I can truly
You can for sure
Take her back and forget about me
Where are the beautiful moments?
Where did they go?
I am covered in sadness
For how long?
I don't know
For how long I still can
I am destroying myself
Day by Day
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 7:03 PM UTC
Anything worth doing,
is worth doing right.
Like forgetting.
That's why I drink
brandy these days.
Laced with regret,
I always remember
Jack Daniels nights.
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 3:12 AM UTC