MidnightRyu
Writing used to be my vice some years back. Because of a writers block, I have been unable to produce anything in years. I hope to change that. I miss the written form of self expression. Hopefully by going through some old works and adding them here, I can spark that little bit of creativity again.
I wish someone was there for me like I am for you
I don't need a happy ending, a good one will do
I don't need a big castle, or a princess crown
I just need someone to hug me when I'm down
I don't need expensive gifts, or anything at all
I just need someone to catch me as I fall
I don't need perfection or anything close
I just need someone who loves me the most
I need someone that cares, and holds my hand
Someone who laughs, and takes me to a far away land
I need someone to tell me everything will be alright
And that my dreams are forever in my sight
I just need someone to live with, laugh with, love with
Someone who understands that I am not a myth
I need someone who needs someone too
I need someone
And that someone...is you
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 4:54 AM UTC
Someone please take me away from here
This life I live is just a little bit queer
A tortured soul alone in the dark
Searching for just one little spark
A quiet place to rest my weary eyes
And sing a sad song, not the lies
Slowly adrift on dreams made stale
By a ship with a wartorn sail
Leave me in peace in this forgotten place
A doll all dressed up in tears and lace
Hook your finger and pull my string
An endless, chaotic scream
It is just a dream...
Is it just a dream...
Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 3:25 AM UTC
What do you see when you look into my eyes
All the sad truths, all the happy lies
Are those stormy clouds just a reflection
A mirror to disguise my unyielding affection
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 4:57 AM UTC
I am the rains of sorrow
Whose wings of song are apart
On the edge of dreams
The rush of a beating heart
The gift of the World's End
Where are the gates of wonder?
I am waiting for sunset
Hanging on clouds of thunder
I am glad for the time
From tomorrow comes my sheep
Which gates of dreams I enter
In din and rains I sleep
The time of the World's End
Hang gifts of sunset things
Change wonders apart
Glad for sorrowful wings
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 2:47 AM UTC
With him, forever in love
Flying away, like a dove
Couldn't stand it , loneliness
It all started with a kiss
Even when we were apart
I held him close, in my heart
"I love you", I always say
Forever, with you, I will stay
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 2:40 AM UTC
I'm mad at the people who think they are God
Who think they can do whatever they want
I'm mad at the people who think they're all that
At the people who lie, or hide behind a hat
I'm mad at the people who judge other people
Who think they can fight, or burn down a steeple
I'm mad at the people who wear gruesome chains
Who curse at their fathers or gang bang
I'm mad at the people who beat their woman
Who don't care about life, and give up on livin'
I'm mad at the people who make fun and are racist
Who **** and moan and are generally tasteless
I'm mad at the people who are loud and shout
Who ignore everyone, and constantly make out
I'm mad at the people who always sin
Who sit on the side of the road, holding a tin
I'm mad at the people who laugh and cry
Who cheat and double-cross, and maybe even lie
I'm mad at the people who think they can sing
Who mark themselves as Queen or King
I'm mad at those who always want more
Who do stupid things, like gamble and start war
I'm mad at the people who laugh at things like ****
Who will never understand, or never contemplate
I'm mad at the people who don't believe
Who don't stay and enjoy the show, who get up and leave
I'm mad at the people who don't take a stand
Who don't even fight for their own land
I just want a world of quiet, of happiness
A world where everyone is a friend, no such thing as sadness
But with people how they are today, oh so rude
They get on my nerves, and put me in a bad mood
A world of love, a world of peace
Out of this huge puzzle, just one little piece
This is my vision of the world, these are my dreams
But it will never be, I will never get wish, or so it seems
I'm mad at everyone, at everything
I'm mad at the world, who destroyed my dream
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 2:36 AM UTC
How can love be so blind?
And yet, be so clear?
I'm sad when you are far,
I'm confused when you are near
What would happen,
If the world started to fall?
Would you still take care of me?
Would you love me at all?
Wrap your arms around me
And don't ever let me go
Keep me close to your heart
Let me hear it beating, deep and slow
Shower me with your divine kisses
And protect me for all time
Don't let me fade to darkness
Leave me not, for you are mine
Let me protect you, and guide you
And love, like you have done for me all along
Let me be your dreams, and chase away your fears
Let me dance with you, and sing for you
Because for you, I made this song
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 2:17 AM UTC
A feeling of tranquility
A bliss beyond human imagination
I have died by your hands
As I fly to a white Heaven
Brilliant wings, wide outstretched
Must I endure more pain?
I weigh my heart against a feather
I hold my breath in apprehension
How will I be judged?
Don't hold lust against me
A long hall, darkened doorways
My footsteps fall on deft ears
What awaits me at our journey's end?
Lead me down this haunted corridor
Take me by a ****** hand
Why do my eyes stare blankly?
I weigh my heart against a feather
I hold my breath in apprehension
Have I been judged to live in Hell?
My lust is my end
A lifeless body is buried
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 2:06 AM UTC
I can't help but think of you
As I lay my head down to sleep
I try to forget our time together
but the scars run too deep
Since that day I said goodbye
there has not been a moment
Where your imprint has left my mind
My head is filled with torment
I think of you, I dream of you
I talk about you, even through the pain
Old wounds reopen, the blood coats my body
My heart is dead... Fallen... Slain
I said it once, I'll say it again
I want you back in my life
Though I know you won't come back
My mind is ready to sacrifice
I loved you, I truly did
I still do, even to this day
I'm sorry, oh so sorry
But I can't put my feelings at bay
I regret nothing about the time we spent together
I enjoyed this masked happiness called love
I don't regret your touch, or the feel of your skin on mine
Everything was so sweet and soft, like a dove
I can't believe how hard it is
To let you go
But I know the feeling won't last
I'll eventually find someone else, I know
Now it's time to say goodbye
To all this unwanted pain
I don't know when I'll find him
Or when I can be happy again
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 2:01 AM UTC