Everything i write about is from the past
all the hurt and pain has already passed
look forward to tomorrow live for the present
those dark days i shall always feel its presence
Dec 10, 2019
Dec 10, 2019 at 11:38 AM UTC
why do i hold onto things that aren't there?
i still can't figure out how to grab thin air
deep down i feel something is there
not knowing what it is but knowing it cares
Dec 10, 2019
Dec 10, 2019 at 11:35 AM UTC
the biggest part of my heart has been taken away from me,
its left a space so vast and scarily empty,
left my father so emotionally drained,
he's just lost his wife and oldest friend, we will make it because you showed us how to stay strong even in the roughest days,
i want my mam back is what I'm trying to say.
i love you, you made me who i am today,
you now reside in paradise,
but save me a place when its my time stay,
mam.... i think about you everyday.
Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 4:35 PM UTC
Recently I've been fighting depression,
I learned it's as dangerous of all known weapons,
It made me question everything i am,
It made me feel less of a man,
self inflicted doubts of feeling worthless,
I let myself cry just so it hurts less
I've been to the bottom before but could always see the top,
But this time i went straight through and i didn't stop,
i was alone floating in a space of hurt,
i couldn't see what i was fighting
But i felt how deep they cut.
Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 4:26 PM UTC
i have inner power
it keeps me together in my darkest hours.
never afraid to feel that thought
i only write about my saddest thoughts.
now i can see the sun light shining through on the darkest days
luckily those rain drops can clear all those tears away.
it's ok i have a smile today
learned that's just the way the universe plays.
making me stronger and wiser every day.
i never forget but let that stress just float away
I've found myself again time to live for the day
so if you read this SMILE :) everything is going to be ok.
Aug 19, 2018
Aug 19, 2018 at 2:48 PM UTC
i had a lucid dream last night
it felt so real i hated the sight
it created tears i could not fight
i guess being alone is now my life
close my heart turn off that light
now afraid to close my eyes
incase i see those sights
Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 11:46 AM UTC
the servitude of masters is something i will never abide by.
they serve up lies upon lies while looking in your eyes and then watch you die slow.
the system is designed so we believe we're winning.
take our humanity and our rights then they get upset when we try living.
then they make us fight for what we should already naturally have.
don't tell me I'm overreacting
when the proof is there in there actions.
see the devil when you remove there masks
then they just look at you and laugh.
Aug 14, 2018
Aug 14, 2018 at 9:34 PM UTC
im feeling better, but not fully,
these sad emotions won't stop pulling.
but every day there's a light getting brighter,
all i know is i have to fight to get there,
the fight with life isn't fair,
but you are that breath of fresh air
when i felt i couldn't breathe,
so in this i need to express how i feel
distance is the killer
but that won't stop me
i know you want me
when i don't want me.
Aug 14, 2018
Aug 14, 2018 at 9:31 PM UTC
All alone in a heartless world
Innocents lost in the heart of wars
Tears falling from a little childs face
Bombs falling like the stars
leaving no trace
Except on the innocents face while there diggin through the ruble that was once there place
Only to reveal there loved ones face
what a ****** up place we live in
not one **** by OUR GOVERNMENTS given.
Mar 21, 2018
Mar 21, 2018 at 7:43 AM UTC
My heart beats for love and peace
But when the peace is in pieces
The love just drifts away
We grasp on to them so tightly
We try and make them stay
But somebody doesn't like them and takes them all away
Mar 21, 2018
Mar 21, 2018 at 7:41 AM UTC