I think about her literally every day
though if I saw her I don't know what I would say
Hey I'm sorry I wasn't ready though I said that I was
I lied, I'm a liar, and I lied because
I lied because it was easy, I didn't really consider the alternative
In matters of truth, I am somewhat conservative
Every day she is the first thought that comes to my mind
Every night regret and remorse is all I can find
I should have been better when given the choice
I could have heard the truth spoken by my own voice
I live with all that, that is my cross to bear
I deserve worse, but life is not fair
Sep 28, 2019
Sep 28, 2019 at 7:07 AM UTC
No, I am perfect, how can you not see
Sometimes I feel like you are not listening to me
Have you met me? I'm perfect, I say all the right things
I'm an Earthborn god, an angel waiting for wings
I'm a hero, I always stand for what's right
I'm the example to follow, a beacon of light
But the person you describe, he doesn't sound so great
He sounds like a small-minded self-centered intellectual primate
He sounds like he doesn't follow the ethics he preaches
He thinks he can walk on water, but he best stick to beaches
I hope he's trying to improve, to learn, to grow
What did you say his name was? ....oh.
Sep 28, 2019
Sep 28, 2019 at 6:51 AM UTC
I AM my mistakes, it ***** but it's true
Every decision you make IS a part of you
How could it not be, there's no controller deciding your acts
I offer no solutions, I'm merely stating the facts
But I will say this: Learn the value of learning
I've been there I know the pain, the burning
Your mind aches, while your stomach is churning
Every night you stay up late rethinking and yearning
Remember there is value, there is a chance for earning
Earn some perspective, some empathy, maybe a dash of grace
So next time you can preemptively wipe the egg off your face
Sep 28, 2019
Sep 28, 2019 at 6:22 AM UTC
It's easier to be happy when you've been sad
Forget the small stuff and just be glad
It's important to recognize all the bad
But appreciate all the luck you've had
Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 1:08 PM UTC
There was a hill by the riverside
Once atop, you could see the whole world, wide
An image that filled most with pride
Once the result was felt on the inside
The effect on folk was hard to hide
A bounce in their step, a change in stride
Feelings of cynicism all had died
These days the hill is gone alongside
All the joy and hope it could provide.
And though the stubborn have tried
Life is hard without a guide.
There is not much to with your time, but bide
For the return of the hill by the riverside
Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 1:18 PM UTC
1. No, it probably could get worse.
2. You can trace every bad day to the decision of whether to exit your bed that day.
3. If you didn't **** up **** today, there is always tomorrow.
4. Always help your fellow man, if it in some way furthers your own personal goals.
5. Does it ever feel like everything in your life is falling apart and there is no hope? yeah, me too.
Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 12:53 PM UTC
There are a lot of poems about love
and even more often the lack thereof
Makes sense, love's a big deal
And you gotta write what you feel
Nov 10, 2018
Nov 10, 2018 at 1:49 AM UTC
She loved with her hands opened wide
I wanted to match, and I really tried
But my heart's not a thing easily unlocked
Even still, hand in hand we walked
But it could not last, and I knew as soon as the first time we kissed
She loved with her hands open, but I loved with a closed fist
Nov 10, 2018
Nov 10, 2018 at 1:46 AM UTC
I thought she was a model, the way she looked
I thought she was an artist, the way she ******
I thought she was a goddess, the way she cared
I thought she was an angel, the way she shared
She's gone now, but that's okay
I just can't get over the way
Ah, nevermind, point is lovin' me's a chore
And after all the world needs her more
Nov 10, 2018
Nov 10, 2018 at 1:35 AM UTC
A lotta time I think to myself about things that could be
A coping mechanism for all that happens to me
Daydreaming is easy and a whole lotta fun
But of course, nothing ever gets done
is that the point?
Nov 10, 2018
Nov 10, 2018 at 1:18 AM UTC