A face speaks of innocence
Imaginations were free to run wild
A body rejecting listlessness
How fortunate for a mind so beguiled
Now the sparkle in the eyes
Slowly fades away
The curious being met its’ demise
Along with the words it wanted to say
Jul 1, 2018
Jul 1, 2018 at 11:43 AM UTC
Let me seep through
The crevices of your heart
Silently watching you
Fall apart
Even if it's wishful thinking
You cannot escape the reality
Of the chains binding
You and me
Jul 17, 2017
Jul 17, 2017 at 11:10 AM UTC
I often found myself every single cold night
Remembering all the facade I have put until now
Then, there was a fire, a fire trying to ignite
A heated voice, demanding to be exposed which I didn’t allow
I often found myself weeping despite smiling
Chromatic I am yet I perceived the world as dark gray
Unhappy I am by almost every single thing
And the voice inside laughed at me, much to my dismay
The voice asked, “But why? Why do you try so hard?”
“To impress the people who went astray?”
“You’re hiding it behind a cloak, the self you always guard”
“If they deny your existence, wouldn't it be better to walk away?”
Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 11:27 PM UTC
I woke up today with my head in pain
I felt weaker than I was a day before
In my bed, there were tear stains
I coughed, blood on the floor
Needles over here, needles over there
Piercing my skin almost everyday
I shoved the bitter pills even if I couldn’t bear
I need it for me to live, for me to stay
Each passing day, I took a deep breath
Another day on being a burden
Each passing day, closing near to death
I can feel the hole in me widen
Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 5:12 AM UTC
Listen to me, oh bright shiny star
The one in the sky so far
Why is it so hard to reach you?
You just made me sad and blue
Why are you always there?
Each time, I fall into despair
Are you mocking me, my bright shiny star?
Knowing that I can’t be where you are?
Even if you will disappear in time
Even if you’re way past your prime
Even if it leaves me a deep scar
I would still be here, my bright shiny star
Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 1:32 AM UTC
I am a mere puppet
A meagre tool to be controlled
To achieve what they covet
I must do as I told
I am a wounded bird
The wings that I am proud of
Forcefully ripped by their words
Broken by their abusive love
I am an innocent prisoner
Heavily chained, both my hands and feet
Dripping bloods of red, you get the picture
Can’t escape, trapped by their deceit
May 29, 2015
May 29, 2015 at 9:27 AM UTC
I walked down the road I always took
Still putting on the same old look
There you were, clutching your phone
You noticed me; I flashed a smile of my own
A rock was there, I did not see
I fell hard and the pavement grazed my knee
You offered me your hand while smiling
One glance, my heart was beating
After exchanging words to the person I owe
Sadly, it was time for me to go
As I hugged my pillow, I only think of that one stranger
And wished that, that will not only be our encounter
I walked down the road for the last time today
Hoping that before I leave, you’re on the same way
Disappointed, I watched the empty road in vain
And you never crossed my path again
May 11, 2015
May 11, 2015 at 11:34 PM UTC
Dark clouds gathered in the sky
No ray of light was seen from up high
The sky rumbled deafeningly
Like a child crying wholeheartedly
Pitter – patter, there goes the rain
Every drop descended in my window pane
I touched the glass with my hands so little
It calmed my heart that’s fragile and brittle
I ran outside and let the rain poured on me
I closed my eyes, blinding me from what I see
I fought and won... I have too many sins
Hoping in vain, may the raindrops make me clean
I opened my eyes, there was no more rain
I clutched my chest as I felt the same pain
I smiled as I went to bed with the same hope in my brain
Hoping that when it rains, I may become whole again
May 11, 2015
May 11, 2015 at 8:19 AM UTC
The mind will soon forget.
Soon, the memories will start to fade.
Yet the heart will never let,
The feeling you felt once die away.
The great joys that made you smile,
The little pains that you once carried,
All of these will still be remembered.
Never will it expire, it will always linger.
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 8:57 AM UTC
You were called “Beast” by many
People told me to stay away
I’m a stubborn one you see
I’ll stick close regardless what they’ll say
Appearance has the power to deceive
But only ignorant fools fell for it
Behind the cold glares you give
A kind heart that is willing to help
How can I resist a man like you?
Face of a demon but a heart of an angel
If only people can see the real you
Then maybe, they’ll see you less evil
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 8:23 AM UTC