Let ME just start by saying:
I've come to realise something
About our relationship, that's actually heart breaking...
You may think that I'm lying
Or perhaps dying
I know after this you'll need some healing
But babyy
The person that was making you happy
Was also making ME happy.
That person is ME.
What actually made ME happy
Was the fact that I'm making you happy
Not that you made ME happy
Truth is
Im the one for you
But you're not the one for ME
May 25, 2020
May 25, 2020 at 11:01 PM UTC
I miss you everytime i think about you
I miss you everytime i achieve something
I miss you everytime i doubt my capabilities
I miss you everytime I'm lonely, hurt, disappointed and depressed
Yeah people come and go
And i know
That it happened 7 years ago
But it still hurts like crazy.
Mommy it's no secret that I'm holding on to you and i refuse to let you go.
I refuse to forget about you
I'd rather stay this miserable knowing it's making me feel closer to you
Than being happier and forgetting about you.
I still think my life would be much better if you had stayed a little longer
A little longer to see me grow into this strong, caring and loving daughter
But am i really strong?
Should i consider myself strong when i fail to just let go of you?
A promise from me to you is that I'll never give up on my dreams
I'll fight even harder when it feels like I'm being defeated.
May 20, 2020
May 20, 2020 at 3:52 PM UTC
My mistake was loving you more than i loved myself.
My mistake was loving you more than you loved yourself.
Your mistake was taking my love for granted.
Thinking I'd be numb to all the heartbreak and humiliation till the time you decide to settle down.
My mistake was believing you everytime you told me "I'm sorry, it won't happen again".
Crying myself to sleep most nights thinking that's what it's took to love someone.
Your biggest mistake was wiping away my tears without thinking you'd be wiping your own tears one day.
My biggest mistake was falling inlove with someone i wanted you to become one day.
Mar 4, 2020
Mar 4, 2020 at 4:21 PM UTC
Love yourself enough to know
what's meant for you and what isn't.
Respect yourself enough to know
to never tolerate any form of disrespect.
Appreciate yourself enough to know
that you deserve to be happy.
Compliment yourself enough to know
that you're perfect.
Know, know, know
that there's nothing wrong with being a kind person.
People come and go in our lives.
Make sure they don't leave with a part of you.
Feb 2, 2020
Feb 2, 2020 at 5:37 PM UTC
He was imperfect
He was young
She loved him
She was crazy
She wasn’t so pretty
He loved her
He had doubts
He had challenges
She loved him
She was naïve
She was carefree
He loved her
He was smart
He was cute
She loved him
She got brains
She had talent
He loved her
He lied
He cheated
She loved him
He became rude
He was difficult
She loved him
He was scared
He was reckless
She cared
He was arrogant
He was insensitive
She was hurt
He ignored her
He hurt her more
She became different
He cheated more
He cheated carelessly
She ignored him
He became scarce
He cut off ties
She survived
He was addicted
He was pitiful
She had empathy
He fell
She brought him up
He got sick
She nursed him to health
She slipped
He didn’t catch her
He got into trouble
She turned her back on him
He wanted her back
She didn’t
It was too late
She felt nothing for him
She was,
A diamond he got
She was,
A diamond he lost
Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 7:37 AM UTC
My heart feels like
it's about to shut down
from all the truths
that only I know
People view me
as kind
selfless
heartfelt
with empathy
Yet once they witness
my darker side
this inner demon
that is always
a few steps behind me
Once they see
the ashes and smeared blood
tainted within my mind and heart
I am once again alone
alone to pick up the pieces
of a love that never was
Jan 4, 2020
Jan 4, 2020 at 11:56 AM UTC
I think
I am thinking
That i don't like to think
What others think of me
Jan 4, 2020
Jan 4, 2020 at 11:51 AM UTC
How do you want to live in joy,
When you search for love in just a boy?
Any other thing can fill that void.
It's things like these that gets me annoyed.
You know, sometimes being selfish,
Helps to get away from alot of *******
But some girls just don't get it.
Nov 29, 2019
Nov 29, 2019 at 4:48 AM UTC
I'm never lonely buh sometimes i have the feeling of loneliness.
I know this is madness.
Old people call it stress.
I can't say i'm depressed
I've never felt this powerless
I wish i was a Disney princess
And have imaginary friends
Because their smiles are priceless
I think the reason why those feelings were familiar is because the situation is similar...
I chose to live and tell a tale
Because at the end of the day,
I can't run away from reality
Sep 21, 2019
Sep 21, 2019 at 7:28 AM UTC
There she lies,
Under a tree with countless flies.
She really has beautiful thighs,
But her past wasn't as beautiful.
Her mind is the only thing that's colourful.
However she is a beautiful creature
That loved nature
I swear if she was a bird she'd be a vulture.
Aug 14, 2019
Aug 14, 2019 at 10:40 AM UTC