You are the thorn in my bed
Poking and prodding
The demons I've long
Hushed to sleep
Here lies the anger
So twisted with hate
Forgiven and buried
Too late
Goodbyes with tears
Resonating with grief
So long not forgiven
Will I ever find peace?
You are the thorn in my heart
Stabbing and soothing
My demons I've longed
Kept awake
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 9:42 PM UTC
Eternity in an instant.
Camera flash and fading glow
Burning our eyeballs
Plastered minds have plastered smiles
Lighting up the dark night
Steamy laughs tease with vapors
In the wind
As we bundle up our jackets
Tight
An instant flash
Burning in my mind
Eternity is an instant.
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 4:20 AM UTC
When being vulnerable
with the one you love
Turns into the bullets
That tear you apart
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 12:21 AM UTC
Do you actually see me?
Read the words I write
Hesitantly slipping you
The truth of my heart
Do you truly understand what my words whisper to you as my heart screams?
I don't think you do.
I feel so much in overwhelming waves
But to you I'm overreacting; just sensitive
What an insult to the thing I cradle close
Can't you see the pain bleeding from my eyes?
Can't you feel the pooling of blood from my heart I gave to your hands?
No, you don't
Because you set it down absently one day and forgot
Why keep me around if you've misplaced my heart?
I guess you can be careless if you never gave me back your own.
Your fail safe
You could have trusted me
I trusted you
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 11:45 PM UTC
Your pain
Paints the other
In evil colors
When in reality
You're just
Vulnerable hearts
Drowning
Together
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 11:28 PM UTC
Am I strong for not breaking down and ending an endless fight?
Or am I weak for holding it in and giving up on a worthwhile heart?
Either way,
It hurts like hell.
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 11:19 PM UTC
I guess old hurts never stay buried
If never forgiven, forgotten, at peace
Losing you in a moment's pause
Is building up that iron wall
Banging the javale on my heart
I'm tired of fighting for something you don't want
Even though it's all I've ever dreamed of
I like me better when I'm with you
I strive to be your partner, your best friend
And with you gone
So is all the good in me
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 11:09 PM UTC
Reality never becomes a dream with you like all the lovers doped up claim. Floating in a daze, high on each others vibes, no. Life with you is reality and anything but is a dream I'd like to wake up from. There's a certain rooted strength in the clarity of your presence. Not just some sinful mirage of lustful desires and hopes that may slip away as fast as they came. My time with you is never a dream because dreams end in a saddened wakefulness. Time does not slow down nor speed up. It goes on as it does and submerges me in our reality.
Aug 8, 2018
Aug 8, 2018 at 4:49 PM UTC
There is comfort
In familiarity
Even when we know it's wrong
May 20, 2018
May 20, 2018 at 12:27 AM UTC
Silence holds a ringing
Of voices never there
Echoing the lonely
And a teardrop's despair
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 10:52 PM UTC