Love is the feeling I get when I feel you near
Love is the feeling I get when I hear
your voice.
The voice that I imagine every night in my dreams
but can't seem
to get it right...
You used to hold me tight
Now I just might
Cry.
I'm shy
When I'm telling you how I feel
But I can't deal
with the thought of losing you
It's been too long.
But it's wrong
for me
to intervene.
especially when it seems
I am not who you want
Love is the emptiness of my heart
when I am not with you.
I feel a spark
I'm sure you've felt it too.
I love you.
and this is true.
like my love for you.
Mar 11, 2020
Mar 11, 2020 at 5:05 PM UTC
I fear
I fear the uncertainty that I have for myself.
The uncertainty of what lies ahead.
Therefore I lie awake...
Hoping that I can stay in that moment forever.
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 8:43 AM UTC
Our board is too small,
Our moves are a mess.
We are pawns in a much more complicated game than chess.
Yet somehow, we mean even less.
Sep 26, 2019
Sep 26, 2019 at 1:44 PM UTC
Close your eyes, see the blank space...
Smell the light scent of vanilla...
Hear the soft sound of the piano...
Taste the peppermint on the tip of your tongue...
Feel your muscles letting go...
.... Relax.
Sep 20, 2019
Sep 20, 2019 at 11:01 AM UTC
Positivity.
Where art thou positivity.
Where art thou love while my heart is enlivening.
Help me find the chambers,
as to where my heart is confined.
Help me
becasue the adrenaline is leaving my conscious behind.
Help me find the path.
For once I find this path,
My negativity will not counterveil.
Sep 6, 2019
Sep 6, 2019 at 12:01 PM UTC
I'm a mean person.
I'm selfsih.
I'm careless.
I'm depressed but blame it on my mom.
I let people know the truth about how others feel about them...
Even though I know it will hurt them.
I don't apologize for hurting their feelings.
I'm mean. I'm terrible.
But most of all... I'm me.
Rotten to the core, little ol me.
An unforgivable, hellbound soul.
I'm on a roll.
ding ding ding
You got it!
I'm worthless.
I'm the worst there is.
And everyone knows it.
But let me be.
Let me die alone.
Go to hell.
And be a lonely soul.
Because I'm rotten to the core.
And I won't grow.
Sep 6, 2019
Sep 6, 2019 at 10:47 AM UTC
I get this feeling...
This tingle throughout my body.
My mind soars.
I feel this constant vibration like i'm being shook in a box,
and the next thing I know, the bell rings.
It sings...
constantly in my ear...
My eyes sting.
Constantly threatening me with tears.
I get this feeling
in my head.
Like someone is talking to me.
If only you all can see...
that these walls are crashing on me.
I get this feeling...
that I am not me.
But I understand now.
My limbs are being pulled by strings.
And It's only when I feel pain, that I am in control.
Because I need to feel that pain...
to be alive.
I need to feel.
Sep 6, 2019
Sep 6, 2019 at 8:11 AM UTC
She feels the weight on her shoulders
She's almost to the border
Her bones breaking
Legs are shaking
She's losing her mind
Her soul is leaving her body behind
Sep 6, 2019
Sep 6, 2019 at 7:15 AM UTC
There was a sound on the floor down the hallway.
it sounded like the thunder before a storm.
like the soound of my heart when it is no longer warm.
The sound of someone falling on the floor,
because they were fighting and coudn't take anymore.
There was a sound on the floor down the hallway.
The sound of childrens feet running from fear.
Sound of feet that weren't there while you were near.
There were sounds down the hallway...
that you could hear, even though there's no one there.
You can feel the prescence, but you're alone.
You're alone in the world...
There were sounds down the hallway...
It's in your head.
But where is the hallway.
Sep 4, 2019
Sep 4, 2019 at 3:33 PM UTC
My mind is clouded.
It's surrounded.
By all of these temptations,
I constantly go on these vacations,
letting the demobs take over.
I hear the sounds getting louder.
The demons are coming.
I'm running.
Trying to get away.
I start to sway.
The demons catch me.
I am now out of my control.
How can this be...
that my life is taken from me.
In 3... 2... 1
I'm back...
My mind no longer clouded.
I guess you could say i'm back to normal.
But the temptations are everywhere.
Sep 4, 2019
Sep 4, 2019 at 3:24 PM UTC