Do specks or traces of memories remain lest I had shaped them differently?
Thoughts retreat into a articles of nothingness
A white sheet with no name and a connection short of no ends.
Apr 6, 2022
Apr 6, 2022 at 11:29 PM UTC
Hey there, would you please listen to me?
Why is it that my moral compass not pointing anywhere
when I was 7, I asked mom why is it that the rules we follow justifies the death of another human
she said they did something bad, I agreed
when I was 12, I asked her why is it that ****** was the only option
she said because that's what the rules specified, I agreed
when I was 15, I asked her if what they did was really bad enough
she looked at me with bewilderment and said, 'of course, can't you see it's against our rules?'
I asked her, 'mom what defines bad?'
'oh my dear you are too young to understand'
'but I am 18 now'
'must you be re-educated?'
I thought you loved me
this is love, this is for you
Dec 24, 2020
Dec 24, 2020 at 11:22 PM UTC
How can you leave my world in utter ignorance.
You broke the firewall that linked to our resonance.
Can you Comprehend the depth of my sadness?
Do you understand why I'm sinking into madness?
I digress
I won't carry the weight. No. Not alone.
Even if the whole world turns against me.
I will...
Oh, good grief!
I will crucify your fate.
Slowly you will be trapped in my hands.
Slowly you will finally come to understand.
Why my world has dissolved into sand.
Slowly
Slowly
Slowly
Can you feel it?
Deep within your trembly bones.
The ugly sensation of what it feels like to be alone.
Thank you for being my partner tonight.
I will enwrap you with kisses that will come to your delight.
Good night.
Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 1:01 AM UTC
His scream that pulsated through my ears.
Was enough to make my heart steer clear.
But rest assured I have decided to leave my biggest fears.
To drive my fantasies into a world I hold dear.
I digress.
I haven't felt happy in so many years.
It's such a blessing.
I am happy you made me realize you fool.
You had guided me into an open door of something ultimately cruel.
Jun 5, 2018
Jun 5, 2018 at 12:58 AM UTC
