MariaMun - Hello Poetry

When we were together, I saw what I wanted to in you I ignored the other things that I should have paid more attention to I believed your words over anyone else I believed your word over physical evidence You cheated on me and I still believed that she didn't mean anything to you She must have though because you chose her I ignore the pain I hate the pain that I caused myself She tried showing me your real colors Instead of listening You made me hate her You made me hate any girl that you ever dated before me Now I am able to talk to them It was weird at first because I learned to hate her I come to realize that her and I have more in common than I thought You didn't like how much we were alike You made me hate her and then later than I would have liked I learned the truth Did you believe that one day I wouldn't learn the truth? The truth always comes out Did you not want me to learn it before you hurt me because you knew that I'd look at you differently. I shouldn't still think about it but I do It made me so much more aware of my relationships It made me close my heart off because I am scared of hurting like that again I thought that you'd never hurt me but you did I still can't hate you I just don't like being around you I shouldn't think about it but you made me see things that I never wanted to I think about it in every relationship I closed myself off for the longest time I didn't open up until they got to know me Still I take precautions because I am scared that I will drive them off

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May 15

May 15, 2026 at 8:32 AM UTC

Then

When we were together, I saw what I wanted to in you I ignored the other things that I should have paid more attention to I believed your words over anyone else I believed your word over physical evidence You cheated on me and I still believed that she didn't mean anything to you She must have though because you chose her I ignore the pain I hate the pain that I caused myself She tried showing me your real colors Instead of listening You made me hate her You made me hate any girl that you ever dated before me Now I am able to talk to them It was weird at first because I learned to hate her I come to realize that her and I have more in common than I thought You didn't like how much we were alike You made me hate her and then later than I would have liked I learned the truth Did you believe that one day I wouldn't learn the truth? The truth always comes out Did you not want me to learn it before you hurt me because you knew that I'd look at you differently. I shouldn't still think about it but I do It made me so much more aware of my relationships It made me close my heart off because I am scared of hurting like that again I thought that you'd never hurt me but you did I still can't hate you I just don't like being around you I shouldn't think about it but you made me see things that I never wanted to I think about it in every relationship I closed myself off for the longest time I didn't open up until they got to know me Still I take precautions because I am scared that I will drive them off

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You left even though you promised you wouldn't But you didn't leave in the way people think you did You didn't just leave me You left your family too I remember getting that call Saying I needed to sit down I remember your mom asking me to come out to you guys Well, not you I guess To see them so we could discuss what happened I was shocked I thought that it was a lie But, it wasn't It's been over a year And I'm still shocked I still can't believe it It doesn't feel real I still have vivid dreams I miss you, I still have that note that you left And I still have our pictures, I still have all of our memories I don't really talk to your family as much as I used to I still talk to them though I haven't seen them since you left us I wonder if your room still looks the same I wonder if your mom and dad have changed your room any since the last time we were in there together I wonder if they clean your bedroom or if your room has a layer of dust that they don't dare touch because they can still smell your scent They still have your cologne and every picture of you is still up in their house We talk about how different the world seems without you You weren't just my sunshine, you were everybody's It's been dark and gloomy since you left Even if it doesn't look like that for other people who didn't know you, It does for us, we don't have a day we don't think about you. We always talk about how much we miss you. It drives me crazy I feel like people don't understand why relationships are so complicated for me now You meant the world to me and once you left, things got so much more complicated for me Relationships, friendships, anything I think about you all of the time Even though I can't tell people that. I will always love you, I still do things that remind me of you Like in June, I'm going to a concert that I know you would have loved to go to with me You will always be in my mind I know you will be by my side at this concert. I always miss you but, I can't tell people My parents always tell me that they miss you and they miss you coming over and spending time with us You lit up my parents world because that was the first time that they saw me happy in the longest time I don't blame you for what happened I could never blame you but I miss you It still feels weird saying that you're gone I miss you everyday and I love you J, My parents do too Your parents and brother miss you everyday We all love you and miss you

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Mar 27

Mar 27, 2026 at 8:54 AM UTC

Untitled

You left even though you promised you wouldn't But you didn't leave in the way people think you did You didn't just leave me You left your family too I remember getting that call Saying I needed to sit down I remember your mom asking me to come out to you guys Well, not you I guess To see them so we could discuss what happened I was shocked I thought that it was a lie But, it wasn't It's been over a year And I'm still shocked I still can't believe it It doesn't feel real I still have vivid dreams I miss you, I still have that note that you left And I still have our pictures, I still have all of our memories I don't really talk to your family as much as I used to I still talk to them though I haven't seen them since you left us I wonder if your room still looks the same I wonder if your mom and dad have changed your room any since the last time we were in there together I wonder if they clean your bedroom or if your room has a layer of dust that they don't dare touch because they can still smell your scent They still have your cologne and every picture of you is still up in their house We talk about how different the world seems without you You weren't just my sunshine, you were everybody's It's been dark and gloomy since you left Even if it doesn't look like that for other people who didn't know you, It does for us, we don't have a day we don't think about you. We always talk about how much we miss you. It drives me crazy I feel like people don't understand why relationships are so complicated for me now You meant the world to me and once you left, things got so much more complicated for me Relationships, friendships, anything I think about you all of the time Even though I can't tell people that. I will always love you, I still do things that remind me of you Like in June, I'm going to a concert that I know you would have loved to go to with me You will always be in my mind I know you will be by my side at this concert. I always miss you but, I can't tell people My parents always tell me that they miss you and they miss you coming over and spending time with us You lit up my parents world because that was the first time that they saw me happy in the longest time I don't blame you for what happened I could never blame you but I miss you It still feels weird saying that you're gone I miss you everyday and I love you J, My parents do too Your parents and brother miss you everyday We all love you and miss you

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It's weird how some things start One day, you randomly meet someone and it's history You feel like you can talk to them forever You never get bored of them You look forward to talking to them all day everyday They may live far away from you but You still look forward to talking to them They give you the courage you have never had Everyone thinks that you are crazy But you know you're not Whenever you see their messages, you smile automatically Somehow you feel closer to them than you do to the people who live near you.

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Mar 24

Mar 24, 2026 at 2:11 PM UTC

It's weird

It's weird how some things start One day, you randomly meet someone and it's history You feel like you can talk to them forever You never get bored of them You look forward to talking to them all day everyday They may live far away from you but You still look forward to talking to them They give you the courage you have never had Everyone thinks that you are crazy But you know you're not Whenever you see their messages, you smile automatically Somehow you feel closer to them than you do to the people who live near you.

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I don't understand Why did you have to leave? You were my light, my favorite person You were there through everything, and just like that Gone. No goodbye, none other than a note and a call from your mom crying Telling me I needed to fly out ASAP Why? I miss you everyday Everyone wonders and asks "Why do you always look at the sky?" I never know how to answer, I just tear up a little more each time I always remind myself how beautiful you look and how beautiful you make it each and everyday. I wonder if your family sees the same thing. I wonder if your room still looks the same Or did your family change it. I still don't understand that you are gone. It's been over a year and I don't understand it. I miss you everyday.

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Mar 24

Mar 24, 2026 at 1:58 PM UTC

I don't get it

I don't understand Why did you have to leave? You were my light, my favorite person You were there through everything, and just like that Gone. No goodbye, none other than a note and a call from your mom crying Telling me I needed to fly out ASAP Why? I miss you everyday Everyone wonders and asks "Why do you always look at the sky?" I never know how to answer, I just tear up a little more each time I always remind myself how beautiful you look and how beautiful you make it each and everyday. I wonder if your family sees the same thing. I wonder if your room still looks the same Or did your family change it. I still don't understand that you are gone. It's been over a year and I don't understand it. I miss you everyday.

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You were 17 It has been a year today since you left We all miss you You are everything that I think about Every day, you are on my mind. I miss you.

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Mar 18

Mar 18, 2026 at 9:16 AM UTC

LLJ

You were 17 It has been a year today since you left We all miss you You are everything that I think about Every day, you are on my mind. I miss you.

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I don't know if you still love me or not If you don't just tell me Don't lead me on and hurt me I fell so hard for you And I think you fell hard for me in the beginning But I don't know if you still feel that way I don't know if you're still falling for me There are days that I feel like you are and then there are days I feel like you absolutely hate me You tell me and others that you love me but deep down do you actually love me? Do you feel the way you did when we first met? I still love you so much but it hurts wondering if you feel the same I don't like questioning. If you don't like me just tell me I want you to be honest I prefer you be honest rather than lead me on.

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Mar 9

Mar 9, 2026 at 11:02 AM UTC

I Don't Know

I don't know if you still love me or not If you don't just tell me Don't lead me on and hurt me I fell so hard for you And I think you fell hard for me in the beginning But I don't know if you still feel that way I don't know if you're still falling for me There are days that I feel like you are and then there are days I feel like you absolutely hate me You tell me and others that you love me but deep down do you actually love me? Do you feel the way you did when we first met? I still love you so much but it hurts wondering if you feel the same I don't like questioning. If you don't like me just tell me I want you to be honest I prefer you be honest rather than lead me on.

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We went from best friends to strangers, isn’t it weird how time changes us? I used to know everything about you your favorite movie, even your favorite shoes I would call you every other night and talk about boys and poetry and everything we like and now I drive past your house and pretend I don’t know where its at, its sad i guess thinking of it but it happened and all i can really do is think of me and think of you to me we went from best friends to strangers but maybe to you our friendship had gone as far as it could we were overdue

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Feb 25

Feb 25, 2026 at 9:07 AM UTC

Realest thing I've Ever Written

We went from best friends to strangers, isn’t it weird how time changes us? I used to know everything about you your favorite movie, even your favorite shoes I would call you every other night and talk about boys and poetry and everything we like and now I drive past your house and pretend I don’t know where its at, its sad i guess thinking of it but it happened and all i can really do is think of me and think of you to me we went from best friends to strangers but maybe to you our friendship had gone as far as it could we were overdue

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He’s the guy Every girl has this “guy” He’s the guy you’re always going to have feelings for He’s the guy who’s always on your mind He’s the guy who makes you want to find another guy just so you can get over him But you’ll always go back to your guy

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Feb 25

Feb 25, 2026 at 9:06 AM UTC

The "guy"

He’s the guy Every girl has this “guy” He’s the guy you’re always going to have feelings for He’s the guy who’s always on your mind He’s the guy who makes you want to find another guy just so you can get over him But you’ll always go back to your guy

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You say you love me until you meet someone else Then you come to me and tell me that you have a crush on them You ask me what we are when you're the one who is still looking We have been together for almost a year and now you ask what we are Our relationship has always been complicated because we're both females and neither of us are out We're both bisexual and we both know that if we get outed this school will probably never leave us alone You tell me who you like, I act like it doesn't bother me each time you tell me you like someone, my heart breaks a little bit. I love you so much, I will always choose you but I feel like you need to choose me more. You seem to choose them over me more and more each time. We started out perfect, the best relationship I've ever been in. After a couple months, we both questioned what we were I love you and I want you but Do you want me anymore? Do you love me anymore? We've been together for almost a year and now we're questioning our status. We're wondering what are. We should be positive, not questioning.

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Feb 23

Feb 23, 2026 at 11:03 AM UTC

You say you love me

You say you love me until you meet someone else Then you come to me and tell me that you have a crush on them You ask me what we are when you're the one who is still looking We have been together for almost a year and now you ask what we are Our relationship has always been complicated because we're both females and neither of us are out We're both bisexual and we both know that if we get outed this school will probably never leave us alone You tell me who you like, I act like it doesn't bother me each time you tell me you like someone, my heart breaks a little bit. I love you so much, I will always choose you but I feel like you need to choose me more. You seem to choose them over me more and more each time. We started out perfect, the best relationship I've ever been in. After a couple months, we both questioned what we were I love you and I want you but Do you want me anymore? Do you love me anymore? We've been together for almost a year and now we're questioning our status. We're wondering what are. We should be positive, not questioning.

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You walked up to me this morning and told me it was you or her. I chose you out of habit, not out of choice. I felt pressured to choose you. Why do I have to choose between you two? I don't know what happened I thought we were okay Why are we choosing sides now Why do I have to choose? I wasn't in the drama, I don't know why I have to choose. I chose you, in 100 different lives I would choose you Why can't I be friends with her too? Why are you making me choose?

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Feb 23

Feb 23, 2026 at 10:51 AM UTC

Why do I have to choose?

You walked up to me this morning and told me it was you or her. I chose you out of habit, not out of choice. I felt pressured to choose you. Why do I have to choose between you two? I don't know what happened I thought we were okay Why are we choosing sides now Why do I have to choose? I wasn't in the drama, I don't know why I have to choose. I chose you, in 100 different lives I would choose you Why can't I be friends with her too? Why are you making me choose?

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