Why did you show up if you were planning on staying the same
Tonight is about finding the change
before it catches up to you
we can try to stay the same but we will get caught up in the change
we can try to stay the same but we will get caught up in the change
we can try to stay the same but we will get caught up in the change
we can try to stay the same but we will get caught up in the change
we can try to stay the same but we will get caught up in the change
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 4:21 AM UTC
I Saw Him Look Back
I Saw Him Look Back
& it was a moment full of maybes
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 4:20 AM UTC
Use this time to reflect on what you’ve got left to protect
I’m locked into the idea of what you could make me feel
& loving you like that felt senseless
Weighed down by thoughts compounding in my head
Looking for someone to write between my lines
& I’ve been
faking
redirecting the way I’ve been saying I’m gonna be okay
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 4:16 AM UTC
I can't make you want me.
I can't make you care,
About my feelings or emotions,
You left my heart bare.
I cry over you,
Although I know it wont faze you.
Tears fall from my eyes,
As I try to forget you.
It hurts to be unwanted,
Left to the side,
Forgotten about in the blink of an eye.
I feel so insignificant,
So incredibly small,
Knowing that I meant nothing at all.
But I can't make you want me.
I know you don't care.
As much as I want you,
You'll never be there.
Mar 14, 2016
Mar 14, 2016 at 12:46 AM UTC
words flow out from cracks in spaces I can't feel safe in
and this may be the only way to say this
but sometimes I hate the phrase
"oh yeah she's okay"
Like I never expected this to end like I wanted to
but why am I stuck in this phase
I feel okay I feel Okay I feel okAy
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 10:30 PM UTC
I am much safer in these new thoughts
old parking lots don't let me go back to you
tracing over pages and faces and new spaces
so I am happily okay with being okay
and maybe one day
I'll be able to look at someone
the way you look at her with
wide eyes
no white lies
getting over you
Mar 9, 2016
Mar 9, 2016 at 9:27 PM UTC
walking in parking lots
talking about lost thoughts
tracing patterns on blank pages
because losing you was the worst thing I could do
now I am here in your old places with new faces
and they come in waves I can't be safe in
so let me go while I have time find new spaces
Feb 11, 2016
Feb 11, 2016 at 2:17 AM UTC
hearing your songs about her
rips at parts of my brain
I am suppose to be okay
I know that you don't see me
the way you see her
but I'll keep thinking maybe your heart will change
and like patterns I trace down my thighs
with open eyes I see where you lie
and I will never get why
I never tried to find a way to be
with you
the way you want to be
with her
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 4:19 AM UTC
I can't bring myself to leave the place you stay
so I sit just watching you watch her
and she is your pull
nothing more than a possibility
a maybe you hold onto
you wonder what she's doing
where she's going
when you enter a room your eyes find her space and you stay
maybe when it's over and the final page turns
you won't have her but
for now I'll fill this with words I'll never send
Feb 3, 2016
Feb 3, 2016 at 11:07 PM UTC
office buildings
parking lots
2am thoughts
getting lost in the way you talk
now fading faster than conversations of far off places
he doesn't like this song but he never heard quite like you
Feb 3, 2016
Feb 3, 2016 at 8:44 PM UTC