You were my drug
You filled me with a beauty
That was never ending
So tell me was it worth it
When you drove me into insanity
Forgetting you is not hopeless
But to do so is pretty tragic
For losing you completely
Is what made my heart so dramatic
Aug 10, 2021
Aug 10, 2021 at 6:21 PM UTC
I was told that love was within the heart
but to only know that's what I thought
But the heart can be broken and as well they can see right through
yet I never even knew
but as well my hearts not even there
just a hole full of sadness yet it is just so clear
no one can heal me yet no one even tied
no one can read the truth that's inside
still now and then I see his face the one that killed me
yet now there's still no trace
I was told that pain is just something that couldn't happen to me
but to only know they had lied to me
tears still shed still no one ever sees
darkness still inside of me
the darkness that only wants to be free
free from him the one that dares **** me
Mar 8, 2017
Mar 8, 2017 at 12:45 AM UTC
I can feel my heart slowly breaking
Still aching, feeling out of place
Hopeless, helpless and broken
Wishing your heart still felt for me
Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 9:33 PM UTC
She sits in a chair in a small room
Beside a guy whom she may love
Trapped in thoughts of *** pain and drugs
Twittling of a blade across her lap
She looks up at him
His blink stair says enough
To make her want to get out of here
But she stands and a waits
Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 10:32 PM UTC
Its getting easier and easier to forget your face when all I am to you is a distanced memory locked a way forever in your heart shaped ice box in your tiny cubby space.....
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 10:10 PM UTC
I've tried to hold on
I've tried to stay strong
I've tried to be the best i could be
But no one cared
No one wondered
No one tried to help me
I've searched for the light
But all i found was darkness
I'm broken and scattered
My hollow heart is heartless
With this said i can't take this
I've found the only way to end it
I'm holding this knife with my left hand
Ending it tonight with my right wrist
I'm sorry I wasn't better
But it's not like my life really matter
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 5:21 PM UTC
I lay here beside you
Giggles erupt from my lips
As we talk about anything and everything
Gentle movements of the hips
You ask me why I'm laughing
I tell you I don't know
But in reality it's because
I'm scared to show
All these feelings and emotions
I didn't think I could ever have
This feeling of belonging
Residing in my head
I lay here beside you
Your arms hold me close
Lips pressed together
I now feel at home
I know that once it's morning
These memories will just fade away
I roll over a little closer
As my heart now runs this race
Laying upon you chest
I cling on tight
whispers now over power the night
The world alive above us
In silence they over hear
I now lay wide awake
But I never did make my point clear
I tied to whisper something
But I didn't want you to hear
So I laid there beside you
Trying to find the words to say
When randomly I whisper
"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"
They escape my lips
And danced in the night
As I'm still laying here clinging on tight
I know it's to soon
I know it's not right
But In the end
You'll never know
Because once again I giggle
I'm to scared to show
Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 8:52 PM UTC
Running far a way...a way from everything and everyone.... running from the butterflies that once were... from the happiness I feel when I'm with you... im leaving everything behind because I feel so stupid so guilty for falling head over heels for you
Nov 16, 2015
Nov 16, 2015 at 12:32 PM UTC
Here's a story of a depressed girl
Living in a lonely world
Hiding her wounds
With jack and gin
She lived alone most her life
Though the rooms were crowded
Sitting aside from them all
Waiting to be smothered
She wrote her feelings among pages
Cutting her memories skin deep
Leaving scars among the places
Where she used to sleep
she walks amongst the hidden halls
Leaving no trace to be seen
The color red was her friend
In which was upon
the floors she breath
Such a depressed girl
Looking for a cure
Which she could never find
She looked for better places
Searching for familiar faces
Hoping she would be seen
But never again would she
Have ever been happy
For this depressed girl
Took it upon her
To leave the pages soaked
Forever smothered with her
Hopes and dreams
Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 10:08 PM UTC
I loved you when I first met you
you loved me
Days went by
our love grew strong you see
Things fell apart
We went our separate ways
But sadly I still loved you
like I had that day
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 7:49 AM UTC