
I’m scared because my mind rages against me
I hear the motor ignite with a vengeance.
Hurling towards me.
I’m on the sidewalk. I reason.
Each roar forces me to close my eyes.
I am afraid.
Of a car that will never crash against me.
Jun 18, 2019
Jun 18, 2019 at 12:25 AM UTC
Slowly I am becoming
the woman with the same name.
The one who is sung to endlessly
in different melodies and languages.
Loved passionately and missed dearly.
Apr 4, 2019
Apr 4, 2019 at 3:15 AM UTC
I see your eyes flicker as droplets on our skins dance to the ground.
Your smile widens as the water clicks the cement our heels tread on.
For a moment I am suspended in your love.
My soul expands to the sky, the earth, and the water in between.
Perhaps April will be my favorite moment between us.
Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 5:59 PM UTC
I am a slave to change.
Eager to finish self construction.
The cobs of familiarity tighten
As I long to breathe fresh air.
Nervousness invites itself.
What part of me will die, transform?
And which part of me will hunger and be born?
Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 4:02 PM UTC
there are tears stinging her eyelid,
so many emotions are whirling round and round,
and her heart clenches as she looks ahead.
but when she looks into her future,
she sees nothing,
and she wonders.
for if she deserves one,
as someone so silent,
who cannot seem to find her voice.
and she ponders,
if she has the will power to influence,
or whether she will fall apart.
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 4:37 PM UTC
Mom.
I miss your strength.
You were the rock
unbudged against my raging seas.
You were the water
that quenched my fire before I could burn.
Endlessly you gave yourself to me.
Becoming the sun when I had none.
In times like these
I call such strength
to be born inside me.
Mar 4, 2019
Mar 4, 2019 at 12:58 AM UTC
There were days
I remembered
To put my heart on my sleeve.
The other days
I hid it
So deep inside my body
I couldn’t find it for myself.
The terror of anyone finding
Me judging me
Seemed to linger in the air
I inhaled.
Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 4:13 PM UTC