I just feel broken
The words are pieces of glass
Every time i try to pick them up
To put them together
I get hurt by them
Oct 18, 2025
Oct 18, 2025 at 10:52 PM UTC
You taught me to live,
You taught me to love,
You showed me I’m worth
The beat of a heart above.
More than the rhythm of a drum,
More than the empty words once numb.
You lit a spark where darkness lay,
Turned grey skies into dawn’s first ray.
Your touch rewrote my fragile skin,
Made me believe in dreams again.
Our lives since meeting belong in fiction,
A miracle penned without restriction.
We are the fairytale lovers read at night,
A whispered hope, a candlelight.
We are the story etched in someone’s mind,
A melody timeless, a fate redefined.
The world may watch, may ache, may yearn,
But ours is the flame they cannot burn.
We were written for each other’s soul,
Two halves now joined, at last made whole.
So hand in hand, through storm or weather,
We’ll write each chapter, craft it better.
No ending waits, no final tether—
Our love’s a book that lasts forever.
Oct 4, 2025
Oct 4, 2025 at 6:58 PM UTC
I still want to know if youre okay
Your window is always open
Every time it is, I pray
Pray you didnt do something that hurts you
Pray no one ever again hurts you
I hated myself for loving you
I hated you for loving me
Staring out at this grecean sea
Its strange that I finally see
We may have been right
But we werent ready
I may have caught myself in a web of lies
I have caught myself admiring your eyes
I'm not sorry for falling in love
I'm sorry it was the wrong time
I'm sorry for loving you
I'm sorry for pretending I didnt
I'm sorry I hated myself for loving you
As much as I hated you for loving me
I wrote my letter
Every word trying to bring back the boy i once knew
Just the friend side of you
And you did.
And I was afraid.
Thank you.
I was tangled in my memories
Now i get my mind back
Jul 18, 2025
Jul 18, 2025 at 4:01 AM UTC
I think I'm in love again
I think I can love again
My heart beats faster
My breath feels warmer
The world seems sweeter
The birds in my ears can sing again
The devil on my shoulder has stopped screaming
But what am I to do
When I cant be loved too
I cant be loved by who
By the one I may have fallen for
Never again will my heart lie dead
Beneath the floor
We all love again when the time comes and goes
Let the past be the past
The future holds the unknown
Jul 15, 2025
Jul 15, 2025 at 7:27 AM UTC
Life holds our hands like a mother at dusk,
with palms still warm from the day’s quiet trust,
her breath is a song we have known since birth,
full of sunlit fields and the scent of earth.
She teaches us rhythm with trembling grace,
sways us in circles we ache to retrace—
each heartbeat a footfall, a whispered plea:
stay just a moment longer with me.
But Death waits quiet, just past the line,
not cruel, not kind, just steady with time.
A shadow in velvet, no need to speak,
offering rest for the bones that creak.
We dance that edge with unspoken dread,
our heels near the dark, our eyes ahead.
And still—before the final fall,
we turn once more to Life’s soft call.
A breath. A blink. The final sway.
The ghost of light at close of day.
And then, as dancers do in time,
we step across that thinning line—
not dragged, not torn, but led with grace,
into Death’s arms, a gentler place.
And Life, behind us, sheds her name,
but never once forgets our face.
The hardest part of living
When everyone loses the faith
You had always given
Now your world falls to grief,
the bridge between
what was and is—
a breath, unseen.
The space they filled still hums with light,
though they have vanished from your sight.
Grief is love in different skin—
a door left open, a voice within.
Life and Death juggle your world
Some days the world feels brighter
Some it feels it should be lighter
Say your prayers, your goodbyes, never lose their loving eyes
Jun 14, 2025
Jun 14, 2025 at 12:12 AM UTC
I used to be free
All too soon before
I turned to stone
The moment my guardian angel
Stopped guarding me
I fell in love with a fairytale
He was mine
We were sweethearts
A love story to be told
More true than in the story books
An angel was sent to protect me
He stayed
He cared
He loved me
He never tried to leave
He told me every story
I memorized every word
Every movement
Every glance
Every smile
I know every detail
Of anything he ever said
He was my angel
I was forever his
He loved me forever and always
He never said goodnight without:
"My Love"
"My Beautiful Angel"
"My Goddess"
"Beautiful"
My heart
So eager to feel love once
He said we were soulmates
I say we drew the right cards
My dreams told me we were meant to guard each other
60 days, 4 hours, 1 minute, 12 seconds
All the time we had before you were gone
Every word, every memory, every dream
Caught in a frame of time
This was our first goodbye
261 days, 12 hours, 7 minutes, 50 seconds
How long I have loved you as of 12:16am today
Every second a reminder of when you left
Every minute a debate to beg for your return
Every day another attempt to cut my string of life
The difference?
201 days, 8 hours, 6 minutes, 38 seconds
Every day, another stone I set for you to find her
Every second of it another tear dropped from my eyes
I didn't just cry you a river, I cried you a sea
180 days, 8 hours, 17 minutes
The time it has been since you left for good
I have been numbed
I looked into Medusa's eye and chose to see her beauty
Yet I still turned to stone
200 stones I have placed for you to find her
Only one last step
She is yours
You are hers
One more stone and one more tear and you can both be free
I have become stone
Not the last step, but the first
You have reached her at the sea
I hope you can learn to see
She will be the one to get you on one knee
I cried you a sea
I let you turn me to stone
I learned that guardian angels,
They don't get told who to protect
They go and find them on their own
A fairytale
Too real to be true
The story books only tell of the true loves kiss
Never the oceans or the paths taken to get there
A fairytale, and I get to see first hand that true love is theirs
Jun 1, 2025
Jun 1, 2025 at 2:43 AM UTC
We all know
Of the Soldier
The Poet
And the King
But not all
Have heard stories
Of the fire
And the wing
Of the one
Called the Rebel
With a heart
That will not yield
Who will rise
When the silence
Is the loudest
In the field
Of the one
Called the Wanderer
With no crown
And no home
Who will walk
Through the ruins
So the lost
Won’t be alone
Of the one
Called the Dreamer
With the stars
In their eyes
Who will speak
Of a future
That the world
Won’t recognize
The original three
Only are
Because of the wanderer
With her love for the sea
The rebel
And his want to be free
And the dreamer
Following a path only they can see
And together
They roam through
Every forest
Every kingdom
Every fairytale
Every end of the earth
And still
They keep the skies blue
May 30, 2025
May 30, 2025 at 12:19 AM UTC
Take me back to our first glance from across class
Take me back to the first time we heard each others name
Take me back to the first time we said hello
Take me back to the first time we sat together at lunch
Take me back to our first conversation
Take me back to our first aimless talk about green day
Take me back to the first time we said see you later
Take me back to the first time we talked in a class
Take me back to the first time we walked to class together
Take me back to the first time I had love in my eyes when I saw you
Take me back to the first time I asked for your phone number
Take me back to the first time you saw that love
Take me back to the first time I could tell you loved me too
Take me back to the first time i held your hand
Take me back to the first time we hugged
Take me back to the first time we said I Love You
Take me back to the first time I sent you a good morning text
Take me back to the first time you sent one back with a heart <3
Take me back to the first time we sat together in that blue and green chair
Take me back to the first time we kissed
Take me back to the first of 4 shows I saw just for you
Take me back to the first time you cried and I was there with you
Dont take me back to the first time you were honest
Dont take me back to the first time you said you lost me
Dont take me back to the first time you said you were leaving
Dont take me back to the first time it was As If Desire Yelled Never
Never take me back to the first time her response to Desire said no
Never take me back to the first time you saw her
Never take me back to the first time you loved her
Never take me back to the first time the cycle repeated under a new name
And never ever take me back
Not even to the first time
May 26, 2025
May 26, 2025 at 2:41 AM UTC
I knew this was coming-
It doesnt make it hurt less
When you said his name my heart stopped
Any time you look at him
No
This is wrong
You deserve joy
Only joy
Understanding has fleeted
But I need to realize
Another chance
Causes another heartbreak
Kindness between us is gone
As
If
Desire
Yelled
Never
Every no turned
Lies to yes
And he will be yours
Your happiness is more important
Not my sanity
Even in the longest run
May 21, 2025
May 21, 2025 at 11:44 AM UTC
Unspoken words fell between us like snow.
Remember how you smiled, soft and sudden?
I wanted to believe you meant it.
And maybe you did — for a moment.
How fast warmth turns cold.
Summer light flickered in your eyes,
Tangled with lies you didn’t tell out loud.
Every goodbye echoed longer than the love.
Leaves changed faster than we did.
Light doesn’t mean truth.
And I finally stopped mistaking the two.
Sometimes kindness hides the cruelest hands.
Time didn’t soften you — or me.
Even now, I question what was real.
Promises spoken over texts mean little.
Hope hurts more than heartbreak.
Everything I gave, you swallowed whole.
Now I hold it back.
Loving you felt like an exhale.
I didn’t know peace could feel temporary.
After you left, I stopped breathing right.
Maybe that’s why I still get dizzy in the fall.
Anger was easier than grief.
Love didn’t feel safe with you.
Even your touch was lined with shadow.
X marks where I buried the trust.
And you — you were something else.
I called you prince, but you vanished like a ghost.
Daylight sits heavy in the chair where we used to meet.
You led me on like a dance.
Now, you spin circles with her.
Tried to be what you wanted.
I lost myself learning how to bend.
Maybe I never should have.
Jokes turned into arguments too fast.
Underneath every “haha,” something cracked.
Laughter isn’t always love.
Long nights didn’t save us.
I searched for warmth in your shadow.
And came out colder.
Now I light my own fire.
In the beginning, I believed.
Sometimes I still do.
Kisses don’t mean connection.
You proved that the hard way.
This is what I learned from loving you
Holding on hurts more than letting go.
Even the sweetest lies stain the tongue.
Every ending writes itself, eventually.
Names fade, but the ache carves deep.
Desire doesn’t mean destiny — I know that now.
May 19, 2025
May 19, 2025 at 8:50 PM UTC