Where am I now in your life?
Can you still see me from a distance?
Or you completely left the memory of me?
Nov 7, 2015
Nov 7, 2015 at 3:53 AM UTC
May we both have happiness
*The thing we desired for
The thing we deserve to have*
As we part ways, opening new doors
Nov 7, 2015
Nov 7, 2015 at 3:53 AM UTC
Million of leaves have fallen
Thousands of stems are broken
Hundreds of logs are lost
How much do it need to cost
What is the meaning of nature?
Does it need to last for the future?
Get a glimpse of its help
And you will know its wealth
Hear the sound of its whisper
Smile gratefully with your whiskers
Feel the presence of its beauty
And care for it cause it's worthy
-SSSB
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 11:37 AM UTC
Sorry for not smiling,
Sorry for not talking,
Sorry for being someone's friend,
Sorry for not liking what you like,
Sorry for being cautious,
Sorry for being simple,
Sorry for being happy,
Sorry for not being smart,
Sorry for having my own opinions,
Sorry for trying to be better,
Sorry for prioritizing myself,
Sorry for being to attached,
Sorry for knowing what I know,
Sorry for being fat,
Sorry for not being funny,
Sorry for being poor,
Sorry for not being cool,
Sorry for existing,
Sorry for breathing,
Sorry for being me,
And sorry for thinking you would say sorry too.
-MCJ
Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 9:38 AM UTC
Maybe I've been searching for love,
When loneliness is all I can have.
Maybe I was trying to make a smile,
When tears are falling in my eyes.
Maybe I've made you my fantasy,
When "us" can't be a reality.
Or maybe I was hoping for more,
When all I deserve was less.
-MCJ
Sep 10, 2015
Sep 10, 2015 at 9:40 AM UTC
I never belonged in your life.
I'm just a chapter that's about to end.
Or maybe I wasn't a chapter at all,
Just a single paragraph would do.
I know I don't have the right,
To feel hurt or sad,
For I am nothing and so is my heart.
I feel the burst of emptiness,
In almost every moment.
Please let me have peace,
And take my heart,
For it wasn't mine anymore,
Let me be just empty,
Cold, dark and numb.
Let me forget you.
Let me move on.
Let me be free.
-MCJ
Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 11:14 AM UTC
I would always want to ask you.
But, nah. Nevermind.
What's the point of asking.
You won't tell me anyway.
Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 9:09 AM UTC
It just seem so strange,
How our moments have all exchanged.
Our moments of laughter that sees no range,
Were lost by time that has engaged.
No matter how I try to rearrange,
Those days were gone and all has changed.
-MCJ
Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 9:06 AM UTC
I wonder what would happen if you knew,
Those times when I had a glimpse of you,
Smiling with those eyes that can't seem to be true,
Or on that day when we talk about dew,
And how my heart was racin' but you've got no clue,
Oh, what would happen if you knew,
How many times my heart aches for you,
Though in love I still feel blue,
For deep in my heart, I knew it too.
That there can be no such thing as me and you.
-MCJ
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 10:11 AM UTC
Am I jealous?, I don’t know.
Maybe yes but partly no,
Am I jealous?, I don’t think so,
Feelings I want to let go.
I really don’t know why,
Things are meant to be a lie,
I just don’t get it how,
Things are made now.
A part of me is denying,
The other part is confirming,
Maybe yes, maybe no,
Feelings I don’t know.
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 7:32 AM UTC