You stole the key of my
beautiful heart,
Take care of it,
Lest you lose it,
I'll be heartless.
Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 2:08 PM UTC
I am not the night nor the stars,
But the dream experienced.
I am not the touch or the hand,
But the soft kiss of the lips.
I am not the life or the death,
But the spirit of us.
You are not the sun or the moon,
But the light of my eyes.
You are not the rose or its thorns,
But its red like life blood.
You are not the door or the room,
You are home.
I am no one without you,
I dont know what else to write,
Only that where you go I will follow.
Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 8:07 PM UTC
i still look back on the days i called you mine
i loved you and the feeling was mutual
until a year passed, and the sun set on a chilly autumn night
i could no longer call you mine
your love for me had faded
and you were looking at someone else the same way you looked at me
months have passed
but it feels like years
i still love you
and i always will
but without you i feel lost
no longer knowing who or what to believe in
i close my eyes
praying for the day when i can call you mine
because in my mind
in my soul
you still are.
Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 7:59 PM UTC
i know you'll leave me breathless and blue
yet i can't help but think about your sparkling eyes
and the way you creep into the space beside me at four in the morning,
when at 2 am you were probably still at some bar,
watching girls and boys from afar and feeling hollow.
i know you'll leave me dumbfounded and empty,
yet i can't help but think about the way you look at me intently
and take a smoke on your never ending cigarette
then you close your eyes and blow wisps of grey that surround us
for some reason, you'd look so beautiful in the haze and night
but that same smoke suffocates me so slowly.
i know you'll leave me broken and silent,
yet i can't help but think about the way you wrote me that post card
when you said you hated writing
or the way you held me close the first time i got drunk,
and the next morning, half asleep with the sunlight piercing my eyes,
i felt you getting ready to leave without saying goodbye
yet you kissed me on the forehead.
and someday, i know you'll leave
yet i can't help but love you with the way you make me want to disappear
with the way you talk and write songs and drive to other places
without ever telling me when you're going to go
but i don't want you to go.
Dec 19, 2015
Dec 19, 2015 at 3:42 AM UTC
I want to fall into the darkness
that is within my soul
where its safe from everything
where I'm numb and feel
no more where I'm cold as the night
and cold as winter day
I feel nothing I know what I only need to know
cold as ice and cold as the rain that comes on a night of cold in the summer
cold and lonely like the moon
floating in a endless darkness
safe from everything I hold dear
yet hurts me with lies
and I fall into this darkness
cold cold darkness where
no light can touch me
where the darkness controls me
where I feel my serenity when the darkness is around me
when I feel the cold lonely moons rays on me
I smile and let out a breathe I had been holding
darkness makes me numb
that is what I need now
my tears fall but in the quiet of a dream
oh how I feel the pain of a broken world
darkness holding me, hiding me
numbing darkness within keeping me safe
Dec 19, 2015
Dec 19, 2015 at 3:30 AM UTC