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But I let it win.
scratching&nbsp;&nbsp;out unsaid words onto my self
Why can’t I just leave it alone on the shelf
Forget the sting
Leave&nbsp;&nbsp;it in a bin
It could do anything
But I let it win.
I sit in the dark and trace my problems on my arm
Why can’t I mend without causing my self harm?
Why is it so hard
To let go of the pain
It’s like a twisted thought
Etched into my brain
Just needed some way to numb the feeling
I didn’t know id get addicted and forget about healing
Instead I cover my arms in lines
My very own self made designs
I like the colour red
Especially on my skin
I just give up
And let it win