used to burn red like hot amber
couldn't put me in a body bag
i'd set it alight.
threw bricks and dolls.
scratched my skin raw
needed to get it off
wanted to shed skin like a snake
instead
grew grey
with time I couldn't read.
couldn't pick up a toothbrush
emptiness is my weapon
called it the void.
Feb 28, 2017
Feb 28, 2017 at 8:19 PM UTC
I’m going to collect you.
I’m going to keep you
on my shelf
and look at you
but never touch you
because it will hurt.
I’ll water you (sometimes)
but you’ll survive because
you don’t need me.
You’re odd
but so am I.
You’re supposed to flower
bloom in fact
but you haven’t.
I have taken you away
from your home
and put you on my shelf.
You’re temporary and fragile
but strong and tough.
You push me away
but pull me in
I want to know more
but then I don’t.
because you’re a cactus
on my shelf.
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 3:43 PM UTC
I’m a Christmas tree?
People put things on me
And
Then I die.
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 3:41 PM UTC
I am
what
I am
but that is
not what I want
to be.
There is more in my lungs
than air.
There is more in my veins
than blood.
For I am
unsure as to what
but not unsure of knowing
that
I am
more than
whatever
I am
now.
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 3:37 PM UTC
