All alone in this room
Even my favorite song
Is an empty tune...
Dec 13, 2016
Dec 13, 2016 at 1:28 AM UTC
Take me on a roller coaster ride
Let my tongue slide inside the inside
of your mind and tease your poetic side
Let us improvise
the visions close your eyes
As our world collide
My mind provides your mind
with vibes crawling into your own skin
Devoured by the desire of pleasure lies
Slowly seduced by the sensual vibe
Exploring the dark side of nowhere to hide
Temptation tempting you; causing a tempest inside
The core of your body, boiling hot
While you are shivering on the outside
The storm brewing is confusing,
but the pleasure is mind.
Dec 13, 2016
Dec 13, 2016 at 1:08 AM UTC
Dreaming of a new day
Hoping the past fades away
Never knowing the truth
Cause the lies always stay
Nightmares await my waking hours
And reality's dreams never really mattered
So I surround my self with a wall of glass
But the past crashed in and my faith was shattered
And that wall falls into a black hole of despair
Leaving my emotions exposed, naked and bare
Dec 13, 2016
Dec 13, 2016 at 1:06 AM UTC
I don't even know who I was even meant to be
The only part of me they know is what they have seen
Help me, I can't figure it out
I'm desperate, I don't even know what my life is about
I'm trying to describe it but I don't know how
How will I explain to my kids about the future now
What have I done?
Who have I even become??
I can't keep lying to myself
I can't keep pretending
Because who I really am
Is on who I'm depending
All these fulfillments
And all these "distractions"
But still feeling empty
As if there were a hole in my heart
And it's tearing me apart...
Am I suppose to accept who I've become?
Or try to find that young innocent me
And discover where I am from??
I'm tired of all of it
I'm just ready to give up |
Dec 13, 2016
Dec 13, 2016 at 1:04 AM UTC
You weren’t worth the
Hundred dollars it cost to
Keep you in my car.
Princess got poached by the
League of Losers with Pedestrian Ideals.
I’d spit venom in your direction, if
Poison meant anything to you. But
Akin to most things, so sub-human,
You miss the world moving around your
Ever pulsating veins, and repel these
Toxins with a slip of the tongue.
Around you I could line
Bodies of those you’d loved and left.
Each clasping hands with one another,
Privy to a specific type of pain, only you can
Deal out. And
In the center of the circle you’d
Stare, stunned by your state of
Affairs, and flings. Collectively concerned
For the safety of your
Rotting consciousness.
One by one, I could set these men
On fire, and hand you a place
Where your head could be danced off.
Drunken and diving heart-first into
The burning lake of a
Surfable crowd. Since that’s
All we are, serfs.
I hope the fire gets too close to your
Gorgeous face. I hope the
Love you receive is no more likable
Than a few more licks from the flames.
The scars couldn’t sideline you.
No one can stop ****
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 4:39 PM UTC
I know what you'd all like to say
To make me feel better
"Beauty is on the inside"
Or
"You are beautiful"
But my soul is so tattered
And my heart
Has been repeatedly
shattered
All the scattered
bits and pieces
You might find in there
Between the scars and creases
Would make you all run and hide
If beauty shines from the inside, Then I'm the ugliest beast alive
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 5:14 PM UTC
Little moist drops of heaven
Trickling down my throat
The heavenly burn,
delicious
Synonymous with an Angel's wings
fluttering in my esophagus
Liquid lightning, striking
Almost blasphemous
A devilish game of Russian Roulette
With four shot glasses,
Three rogues and one gent
Emotions getting looser
Clothing getting tighter
The taste becoming
Sweeter
Liquefied demon tears
Playing a wicked game
with my insides
Putting a beautiful curse on my mind
Melted Whiskey Raindrops
Sending shivers down my spine
This hellish war of love, hate and
Intoxication
Has never felt so
Divine
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 5:13 PM UTC
So soon to touch
It's never enough
You swim in my brain
Naked and alluring
**Feel me
Want me**
Enticing me with pain
Whispers of 'mine'
No need to be tame
I've changed my mind
Scream out my name
Give me all you got
Please don't hold back
Once in a lifetime
**Please me
Touch me**
I'm reaching my prime
You've reached my insides
Sheath yourself deeply
Inside my body
I'm so very ready
**Take me
Arouse me**
I want all of you
Every delicious inch
I'm never through
I can't get enough of you
**Lick me
Bite me**
Drink all of me
Like I wanna swallow
All of you
Don't you know
What they say is true
It's the nicest, sweetest girls
That in bed
Will rock your world
**Pleasure me
Taste me
Tease me**
Finish Me
~please~
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 5:12 PM UTC
I'm still alive and don't have a reason.
Said I won't go but thinking bout' leaving.
Odds against me
now I'm barely breathing.
Got a,
Broken heart that won't stop bleeding.
And I,
Even tried, but I cant stop grieving.
Without you,
Living life
feels like I am not even living.
Way too good to be true
So our end was a given.
Because Love is pain
ESPECIALLY If you give in,
the hurt is insane
And so unforgiving.
Broken to the point
It's pointless to healing.
Who needs a heart
when all lovers do is steal them.
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 5:10 PM UTC
Sliding two fingers inside herself,
She felt reminded of him,
In ways she had already felt.
Him behind her
Feeling her behind
While inside her;
Two fingers deep
A slim reminder
Of his deep reach
Deep inside her.
Meeting her body's
Demands for a man,
In ways only a man's
Helping hand can
Deliver her.
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 5:09 PM UTC