Hinting the youngest rose
She wasn't that fascinating
She wasn't that spectacular
She wasn't anything special
Or so she thought
The grand flower path,
The elder roses elaborated
Where love isn't near hatred
Hope is far from disappointment
Tears verge away from pain
And sanity is distant from oppression
A place filled with whimsy
A place truly remarkable
A place where the rose and even lone stewartias can blossom eternally
Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 6:44 AM UTC
Dreams of being chased
Sights of being in a race
Why, oh why, must I be like this
I just wanted to see someone I deeply miss
It hurts being always alone,
Amidst all the people and the noise
It hurts being alone,
Even when you're with trusty companions
It hurts being alone,
Knowing that there can be much more
It hurts just by being,
Able to breathe
It hurts,
Seeing myself like this
It, must stay
Just as it is
Just like what I saw in my dream
There's a knife at the corner
Place it to my pulse and see all of my blood stream
Besides, my life isn't even worth a cent or a quarter
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 2:26 AM UTC
I feel empty
Like all the emotions are still inside me
But I don't feel like letting them out anymore
Besides, what is that even for
I feel empty
My starving mind and body can only tell one thing
That this world is too crowded for a person like me
And this is the moment I doubt in voluntarily breathing
I feel empty
I don't wanna think straight
Everything has happened in sync and in serendipity
These actions are just too late
I feel empty
No music, game or form of excitement can wake me up in this reality
Nothing at all can help me now
It's like passing away is planned somehow
I feel empty
This heart that is palpitating or brain having a migrain
Can't make me forget about things that just adds to the never-ending pain
Truly numb forever, this is me
I feel empty
If this will ever be my last goodbye
I would just like to say thank you for everything you have done to me
All those advices at my crisis
Or the shoulder to cry on during my vices
Thank you and now I'll probably die
Apr 8, 2018
Apr 8, 2018 at 7:03 AM UTC
Boy can you stop being so oblivious
When everyone can see how it's so obvious
Stop being so blind
And start showing your signs
Aren't showing my feelings enough?
Aren't giving way for your friends enough?
Aren't my sacrifices enough?
Aren't I enough?
As I told myself before, love is a **** greedy trap
I should have listened all along
But now it's too late, the odds of you actually caring is flat
You've grown too complacent, now to whom do I belong?
Apr 4, 2018
Apr 4, 2018 at 4:17 AM UTC