After everything, i finally walked to rise
Who knew i would be caught with a surprise
Looked ravishing like the sunrise
Staring at her alone
I was fully blown to have this known
That both love calls were being made over the phone
Innocent loving tone
Indirect signals thrown
Feelings grown
I was in a Perfect zone
Like a king on the throne
Yet astounded cuz you were still unknown
Wishing i was shown your past backbone
Though Hormones made me prone
Overlooking it all, now i moan
Story now in the tombstone
Times when i was persuaded
Bad thoughts invaded
Using you, needing you, or forever i am stranded
Yet i was reminded To do right by you
Insides were exploded but I succeeded
Silently Nodded and so Forward, I proceeded
Love descended, slowly faded and then
All ended
Sep 14, 2021
Sep 14, 2021 at 1:58 AM UTC
I am the evil the bad, they portray me as
Even lesser men petrify my shadow
No care, no recognition
No dust of humanity left beneath the deep darkened soul
******* with a thousand heartbreaks
Hurting them with no feelings
Playing them like its a game
Earning love but yearning for fame
To my eternal shame
Broken vows for others name
But not fully to be blame
Never wanted any of these claims
I was Born from devils remains
Made from the very flames
What others disclaimed
Forcefully so i became
Nothing ever remained same
but then all changed when she came
Like a Childs game, i searched for her name
Intended to change her to my surname
had proclaimed young love
Instantly fell for each other
past is finally let go of
you are my love, my heart, my soul
Love you more than all the days and nights
Deeper than all oceans and skies
Seen with my own eyes
As faith even despised
My own blood had disguised like a snake, arise
That what gave me butterflies turned to agonize
Soon to fade, my true love dies
As soon as sunrise, i fall back to all lies
Realizing that i am Utterly left alone with my cries
Sep 14, 2021
Sep 14, 2021 at 1:53 AM UTC
Desire to see
How you'd be
Makin my world flee
Dont know how to feel
Cuz lovin u is my need
That i cant stop but feed
Eyes turning with speed
Whenever u proceed
Yet your always accompanied
Afflicting to admit but envied
Makin my heart bleed
For they may mislead
For i am pitied
If only youd forseen
Decree as my queen
By all means an equisite scene
Not a soul step intervene
Abundant love since sixteen
Take you to cuisine
For all is unseen
Have all ur questions
I'd answer with combustion
You may ask am i the right one?
Different from everyone?
Worthy or is there no one?
But this aint done
So listen
You maybe be taken
But i have ur heart won
Give you all for love you more than all
Haunting yet sacrifice my self
in any circumstances given
Always and forever there for u for certain
Stand out as there mistakin
They dare forsaken
Have audacity to Heartbreakin my queen
be ****** heartachein
My undertakin bringin them shakin
Cuz none will stop my wrath for godsakin
I am thier nightmare satan
Deeply awakin like a hawk
I am not all talk
But at least not like them to stalk
Have u in a shock cuz i am destined to rock
Have ur love lock full of stock that none can knock
Dont care if i am mocked
Waiting for all ticks on clock
No need if you let me have u spoken
Take all my action
Never be forgotten
For ill give all my attention
Be your best decision
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=xuCXbqTW5aY
Oct 18, 2020
Oct 18, 2020 at 5:18 AM UTC
Deceased, never felt immense melancholy
Lost in an eternity of agony
Overwhelm by our memories in misery
Yet alienated in darkness bitterly
Sorrowy over our arriving anniversary
Cursed to an eternal slavery
Ensnare forever in a penitentiary
Extant Loved ones are in debt of your auxiliary
Though mournful of your hasty decision
Incapable to amend from your attery incision
Holding In time my breath for our collision
By death reunited in my envision
Cant become any most repulsive version
Waiting for the right occassion to take me in an explosion
Though timorous, our love was an illusion
If true, determined for our fusion
None will stop my wrath then, No diversion
Making it impossible for any intrusion
Clinching on the hope for its just a delusion
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PfZ133RJ3qI
May 9, 2020
May 9, 2020 at 4:22 PM UTC
Cant stand to bear this pain
So i shred these tears like rain
Hoping for it to be over with my sorrowful heart
Yet this seems always and forever apart
Trying to find the light
Upon the darkest night
Though stuck watching the skies
Apprise by draining river of cries
Words of no taste keep me tied
Keeping me imprison with freedom denied
Like an animal in captivity
Only wishing for tranquility
Yet none can cure this sensitivity
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nu3KIOiDek
Mar 13, 2020
Mar 13, 2020 at 6:28 AM UTC
Stunned by her one day in a bar
Remarked her from far
Her attitude and style full of fire
That no one could stand but admire
Eyes that shimmer like stars
A smile that would stop all wars
Desired ones would treasure her full of jars
Yet she'd jilt all from mars
As if all were seamy
Though she is so fanciful and dreamy
Full of gleamy light
Elegant beauty that gloss too bright
Competed the demons to affright
Her quest for one who would protect her in night
Remaining eternal with resisting flight
Her armor of knight
One who decease for her in a fight
Seemed no one would deserve her of right
Chosen one would be one who knew her from sight
YouTube Link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwKgZsUPaZI
Mar 13, 2020
Mar 13, 2020 at 6:23 AM UTC