"It is fine"
I'll just keep on telling you
That I am
Even if I'm slowly fading away
From reality
I can feel how
Everything is slowly
Eating me up
Alive
I keep on begging you
To please take my hand
Help me up again
But you
Push it
Away
I'm not even sure anymore
If I'm alive
Or dead
Because I'm too numb
To feel
The
Pain
Apr 5, 2025
Apr 5, 2025 at 8:04 AM UTC
I want to run away
Just leave everything behind
Never look back again
But I keep on running away
And hoping for a change
But it never gets better
How do I even start over again
With all my memories of the past
With the memories of their sweet kisses and love
It just hurts
How did it even turn out like this
I miss holding their hands
I miss hugging their little bodies
I miss hearing their voices
I want to run away
I want to stay
The memories keeps lingering on
Help me
I'm so alone.
Sep 14, 2024
Sep 14, 2024 at 5:15 PM UTC
I can't even make the sound
Of your name
Coming from my lips
I'm too afraid
It will become too real
I'll fall too hard
Only to be broken apart again
And this time
I won't even come out alive
I want to feel nothing
I want to feel everything
I want to give you my all
I love you
Sep 9, 2024
Sep 9, 2024 at 5:08 AM UTC
I wish I could tell you
That I've already decided
To end it all now
Aug 7, 2024
Aug 7, 2024 at 8:20 PM UTC
I'd be lying if I told you
That my mind still wasn't filled with dark thoughts
That I'm one step away from ending it all
But I'll keep on putting on a smile
I'll keep on pretending
Pretending that I'm doing fine
Or maybe I'll just
End it all tonight
Aug 7, 2024
Aug 7, 2024 at 8:14 PM UTC
Put a smile
On your face
And keep on pretending
Until
It
All
Falls
Down
Feb 27, 2024
Feb 27, 2024 at 5:47 PM UTC
Why won't the tears stop coming
It's starting to burn
How do I make it stop
Why won't it end?
Do you know how much it hurts?
I felt like I was on my way up
But as always
I slipped down again
I lost my grip
I'm just so tired of falling
Of the never-ending pain
I don't even know what's the point
Of trying to make it up again
When I'm just gonna fall down
Feb 24, 2024
Feb 24, 2024 at 5:23 PM UTC
is anyone reading my words
Or am I invisible
and just someone
lostintheunknown
send
help
before
I
die
Idontwannadothisanymore
Please
I
Beg
Feb 24, 2024
Feb 24, 2024 at 3:51 PM UTC
Taking my last breath
Jumping into the unknown
Falling into the darkness
Feeling the freedom
brushing against my face
Taking my last breath
Never to be seen again
I'm sorry
For giving up
For letting you down
This is my goodbye
Feb 24, 2024
Feb 24, 2024 at 1:03 PM UTC
is this what I was searching for?
Where is the end
I just feel like I'm suffocating
I can't breathe
maybe I'll make my own end
so my dear
if you are reading this
it means
that I am already dead.
Jul 23, 2022
Jul 23, 2022 at 10:08 PM UTC