I hurt
I cry
I bleed inside
Swept away from their foolish pride
I’m lost here in the dust
I stay indoors
the cold swept floors
These lies I hoard
The gap between us
Earth around
Changing sounds
Yet I’m here on the ground
With the same thing
It’s my world down here
My words
My tears
Here...
Forever bending
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 8:14 PM UTC
Dear God,
I don’t know how to give out my heart anymore...
I’m in pain.
It’s march 12th, 2018
Please send help...
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 8:05 PM UTC
A narrow shape
Lost fate
A rowing away of yesterday
Dark Eyes
Pull away, goodbye
I can only believe it’ll be ok
Row away
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 12:30 PM UTC
I’m in this
Weird loop I can’t get Out of
Weird thing I can’t get out of
Over and Over hearing the same melody
It’s groundhogs day ; so steadily steady
This weird loop I can’t get out of
Weird thing I can’t get out of
Wait,
I said that already
Feb 16, 2018
Feb 16, 2018 at 12:43 AM UTC
Gray walls and gray beds
Sun could smile
But it’s dead
Wind could talk
But it’s to quiet
Heart could feel
Yet it just beats instead
Mind and memories
Drowning out the things around
Eyes they close, to not feel so bound
The brush I raise
Out of these cold hands of mine
Paint as you please Lindsey
Paint the things you like
Why don’t you paint the sun a golden yellow shining on you
And paint the sky a nice shade of blue
With a line of orange, purple and pink
Along to the bottom of the dark, glassy sea
Paint what you see
I open my eyes to find a room full of color
The wind from my window and the sun from the sky
find one another
A hand on my heart
Something I once tried to hide
A brand new start
I found hope inside
Feb 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 at 4:16 PM UTC
Vitals beat
Enlarging my capacity
Awaken to a new thought in me
To stand stronger today
I am stronger today
What happened in the past is yesterday
Does it matter? Yes
Did it make a change? I guess
But does it leave me in distress?
To lift the elephant; so to speak
So my heart has lifted much greater things
But I’m alive and thankful that I can breath
I am a stronger woman today
What happened n the past is yesterday
Does it matter? Yes
Did it make a change? I guess
But does it leave me in distress?
No.
Not today...
Feb 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 at 3:42 PM UTC
Take control of me
I’m learning to know my enemies
And I’m scared to walk where I can’t see
I’m learning, and it’s you I need
Please, take control and fuse
These arms, these hands, next to you
These vitals try to stay unglued
But I’m alive most
When I choose you
In the middle
I need a leader now
To run in your arms
If you just tell me how
Take control of me and see
I’ll be the person you called me to be
If you are the light inside that caused me to breath
I can Run with you, hand in hand
FREE
Feb 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 at 3:33 PM UTC
I’m awake to my own crippling
Knowing that it’s crippiling me
Aware ite like my own branded disease
I’m awak to it...yet no one can see
So silenced by my own homemade fears
It’s something I need
Yelling out to save me
Yet no one is here
I’m awake
Yes, I know
To stop this madness
I don’t want to, but I have to
Let go
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 5:57 PM UTC
This boy, my boy that went away
Couldn’t make myself allow him to stay
He was the burn to my fire that caused my pain
The percipitation in the clouds that caused the rain
Here oh now
My heart reach lack
He was the one I gave everything to
But the one that never gave back
Allowed in my cries
Yet no one could hear
This boy comes back like a Holliday each year
The ******* and seize
In an old weary soul
So my mind won’t cease
to leave me alone
The blood in my veins
He reveled within
The one who has always
Cause me to sin
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 2:22 PM UTC
I had heartaches
I had tragedy
I had broken people surrounding me
I had love
I had lies
The people to whom I said goodbye
My confusion, my pain
Innocence broken
But a strength to gain
I hope one more thing will come from all of this
For the sun and for my eyes to finally kiss
A heart still beating
A dream still near
Find the sun...
Because it’s still here
-Lindsey Christopherson
Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 9:54 AM UTC