What do I do, self?
Do I continue to let a man rule me
A man with charm who gets to fool me
Do I stay and say I’m sorry
Or apologize for ever bothering
With you?
Help
A man who often helps me,
Cares to protect me,
But then closes open doors?
He holds the strings
While he plays me like a puppet
I’m in love with this man
And I can’t even help it
He takes all my energy
And there no sense of
Stealth.
Help.
Jan 19, 2017
Jan 19, 2017 at 3:48 AM UTC
An artist in theme,
A set artist indeed
To go rue the outside world
For its wall space and scene.
She will walk the land;
But, as it never goes as planned
She stops by for drinks at pubs
And sees some nice spots on the way.
Oh little Lily, you will rue the day.
Jan 10, 2017
Jan 10, 2017 at 7:05 PM UTC
A massive convulsion has torn a rift
between two things,
but now one must give.
It's unfair how the stubborn won gets to win.
The one who can't change and wont
gets to get more than they give.
The unwillingness that created the rift
is what destroys this for what it is.
Nov 13, 2016
Nov 13, 2016 at 2:32 AM UTC
I'm tired.
I'm feeling sad, lonely, and confused.
Some days I can pull of happy
When others, I can be in a mood.
I do what I can to groove.
Lately I've had an extreme case of the blues.
And it's sad to play happy,
When I actually feeling more alone even when I'm with you.
Nov 4, 2016
Nov 4, 2016 at 11:08 PM UTC
A **** in the sea; what a life to lead.
Cackling fish are just an inch
away from a creeper with no eyes.
So they assume that he's blind
Blind in the way that he can't look
and blind in the way
other fish will think he won't know
and won't spread the truths he'll find.
Oct 22, 2016
Oct 22, 2016 at 12:48 AM UTC
Madness.
It's something in us all.
Some hide things well,
others afraid of being raw.
Some are enclosed
and can't reach within;
Some people are scared
and others win.
A careless madness
is for people with success
and a non-reasonable madness,
for those on the streets
who don't get to rest.
Oct 19, 2016
Oct 19, 2016 at 9:59 PM UTC
Today was a day with a slight mind adjustment.
A hint of intoxication really clouded my judgement.
I continued without a thought and did cause some ruckus
I've scarred a friend for life
and it gets harder to stomach.
Today was a scandal and now it's too late to go back.
I have done the wrong thing and I cannot believe in the lack
of judgement, in myself;
I don't think I can stand it.
A needle with ink against skin
cannot be fixed with a bandage.
It's the shame that will be the permanent damage.
And the longer he has it,
he will realize how he had once taken
that body for granted.
Oct 19, 2016
Oct 19, 2016 at 9:35 PM UTC
Escape,
one thing I love to do.
I am someone who
lives life through
journey
and adventure
is what I love best.
A change of scenery
to help me rest.
So I may be at a point where
I can't stand still.
But that's okay because,
I have no power of will.
Oct 14, 2016
Oct 14, 2016 at 9:58 PM UTC
We sit across a table and join hand in hand
You look at me and smile
I say "Baby, you're a lovely man".
The hard times were over.
Or where they ever really?
I sit across from the one who
I love and call my baby.
I stare into your eyes and see
what I've since then always seen
I try to ignore a stream
of what I wanted us to be.
I shake my head and try to ignore.
But sometimes, I know
because you tell me that I didn't score.
My life without you will be totally corrupt.
And at times like this I think
at least it might be better then stuck.
It's hard when I love you so much.
I'll kiss you now and wish us good luck.
Oct 13, 2016
Oct 13, 2016 at 11:28 PM UTC
Today I am dead and have no one to mourn me
Yet alive I know the world would not bore me.
If my father was with me I know he would scorn me.
And so, being alive has kind of torn me.
I could be in a court room...
and they would adjourn me.
But today I am dead, stupid, and lonely.
Oct 13, 2016
Oct 13, 2016 at 10:44 PM UTC