Thought I'd never see the rain-
And those cloudy shades of you all,
Weeping up the sky, tearing up in vain;
"I'm never leaving", I said as-
I left with the last drop of rain.
Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 10:07 AM UTC
this is the last time
I lose sleep over you
the last time
my dreams don't come true
cause I'm done
making other people happy
stop stealing my joy
you don't have power over me
I'm giving you a yellow page
so tape it to your face
this is my final notice
the rest of you I erase
Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 10:05 AM UTC
I never thought I'd matter
To anyone
Until you
Came along
And changed my perspective
Of the universe
You made me feel
Like I matter
And I'm grateful
For you.
Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 10:04 AM UTC
but you see -
she has
a tendency
to be silent
when it gets
real loud
inside her head.
Feb 28, 2020
Feb 28, 2020 at 11:11 AM UTC
Push your face into your pillow,
while tears come down your face.
Stop making heavy breahting noices,
your parents will hear you
Jan 31, 2020
Jan 31, 2020 at 6:18 PM UTC
I’m tired of crying
I’m tired of getting my hopes up
I’m tired of having to ask for people to notice me
I’m tired of not being enough
I’m tired of getting hurt
I’m tired of dreaming
I’m tired of wishing things were different
I’m really just tired of crying
Jan 13, 2020
Jan 13, 2020 at 6:01 PM UTC
Time doesn't heal.
And the wound knows it.
Layers gather on the ****
but the damage remains,
hiding itself deep inside
the secret scar
Jan 12, 2020
Jan 12, 2020 at 3:37 PM UTC
We're almost touching.
we were walking side by side,
you're talking about cabs in your hometown.
I can feel the gravity of your hand, calling my fingers
whispering "it's alright."
We're touching but not quite.
you held my shoulder to protect me from the passing cars.
and for the first time in a long while, I felt so fragile.
In this world where I find it hard even to breathe,
you believed me.
I almost said it.
All I need is one ounce of strength to tell you every single thing that I have ever felt about you.
I want to find home in your collarbones.
Would you be kind enough to let a stranger in?
I want to seep in your being because I'm cold.
The world is harsh and my cracks are aching.
Almost.
Jan 3, 2020
Jan 3, 2020 at 12:49 AM UTC
I have cried
So many times,
Hidden and silent.
I have stared
At nothingness,
Felt my heart breaking.
I have waited
For so many calls
From you that never came.
I have believed
Everything that you said
I guess some weren't true.
I have been left
By you waiting for
The things you said you'd do
I broke my heart again,
Because I thought, finally,
I'll stop being used by you
Jan 3, 2020
Jan 3, 2020 at 12:45 AM UTC