the sun woke me up
i mumbled to myself
**** the pills
didn’t work
again”
Nov 30, 2024
Nov 30, 2024 at 1:08 AM UTC
It only took one letter
To unexpectedly capture
The eyes of a perfect treasure
And my happily ever after
It was during my birthday
When you saw that letter
You reached out to say
"I hope you feel better"
Although known as a symbol
I treat it very simple
It's the beginning of the alphabet
And a life I won't forget
Didn't know what it meant
But this felt like an adventure
It turned out to be a present
When it led me to my future
Nov 23, 2024
Nov 23, 2024 at 2:11 PM UTC
If only there is someone out there
Who can ease the pain i can no longer bare
Someone who sticks around in times of need
Someone who listens to my cry and plead
I've been struggling to do what makes me happy
Got stuck in this black room all silent and empty
I don't even need anyone to feel a sense of pity
Just someone who can wrap their arms around me
But there is this someone who's been keeping me company
He's the reason of all this pain and suffering
He whispers words into my ears
That no one ever loves me leaving me in tears.
I wanted him out and its what my heart shouts
He keeps controlling me like he's holding my mouth
My chest keeps pounding and I'm short of breath
Just a sad thought already feels like death
Dec 28, 2018
Dec 28, 2018 at 2:37 AM UTC
I was told to leave
I felt nothing but grieve
I was told to leave
I did nothing but heave
I was told to leave
He stole joy like a thief
I was told to leave
As he pulled my sleeve
He told me to leave
I cannot truly believe
He told me to leave
Like a ******* naive
Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 3:42 PM UTC
I never thought I could
I never thought I would
For every word I write
In my mind he is in sight
I never thought I'd begin
I even had to stop lookin'
But with every word I write
In my mind, he's still in sight
Letters enter this writing
Like how he made my life exciting
Letters become words that I write
And in my mind, he's still in sight
You may call it inspiration
Perhaps a simple poem construction
Still with every word I write
In my mind, He'll forever be in sight
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 3:53 PM UTC
You asked me to write
Something you think I might
I suddenly felt a little bit of fright
For this writer's block I have to fight.
As I put words into this piece
I looked at you with a feeling of peace
Cause after we finished our little feast
You asked me to write a short one at least
It's taking me forever to finish
For I have no idea what to make
You asked me to write this poem
When all I want is to just go home
Oct 23, 2017
Oct 23, 2017 at 11:57 AM UTC
I have made mistakes in the past
I have been broken
I thought you are ready to leave
Yet I was forgiven
I was desperate for love
Been desperately giving myself away
I thought you are ready to leave
Yet I was still forgiven
I told you too many lies
Even While looking at your eyes
I thought you are ready to leave
Yet I was still forgiven
I told you I cannot trust
To them it was nothing but lust
I thought you are ready to leave
Yet I was still forgiven
I didn't believe that you love me
Yet I was still forgiven
I'll be nothing but a misery
Yet I'll still be forgiven
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 1:35 PM UTC
I'm not really the kind of person that falls in love with things
I'm not materialistic
Such things aren't permanent anyway
But what makes me fall in love with things are the memories it contains
the things you remember just by looking at it.
the happy moments you experience with it
Like how we spend time together on that little mattress
how we exchange ideas
how intimate we become while we lay side to side.
I fell in love with how we look at each other.
how comfortable I felt laying on your chest-on that bed
How relaxed we are while we listen to the song called Ocean
How I touched the sheets while we kiss passionately.
That mattress is our happy place.
It's a thing people use to sleep and rest but we end up staying awake all night talking about photography, music and the future
To me, It's our little world.
I also remembered how fascinated you are in the idea of sailing
I imagine the mattress is our little ship and you're the captain.
I would love to sail with you in this ocean called life
Let this thing reminds us of how in love we are
Let it be our fortress.
I may have a life of my own but at the end of the day,
I'd still choose to lie next to you on that mattress
Oct 11, 2017
Oct 11, 2017 at 12:08 PM UTC
Forgive me for I have been broken
It was never your fault but still, I'm being a burden
Forgive me for I have lost trust
It was never your fault but all I say is "Please just leave, you must"
Forgive me for I'm scared
They have always left miseries and fear in my head
Forgive me for I am weak
I have always been forsaken making me cry for weeks
Forgive me for I'm not strong
It was never your fault but I've been hurt for so long
Forgive me for I have been miserable
It was never your fault but I always think you're nothing but trouble
Forgive me for I ended up Losing
It was always my fault and I no longer believe in the idea of forgiving
Forgive me for I have loved
Forgive me if I have loved
Oct 10, 2017
Oct 10, 2017 at 1:33 AM UTC
A minute till 5
I woke up from a dream
Clock strikes 5
Can't get enough of him
An hour till 6
The sun will shine
An hour till 6
he is forever mine
2 pass 5
Listening to shell suite
3 pass 5
Dancing to it's beat
2 hours till 7
You'll finally wake up
2 hours till 7
You'll ring me up
4 pass 5
You're running in my head
5 pass 5
While I'm lying in bed
3 hours till 8
You'll say "i love you"
3 hours till 8
Like a rainbow of hue
Oct 10, 2017
Oct 10, 2017 at 1:31 AM UTC