A girl stares at her ceiling.
She tries to find her meaning.
But the ceiling holds absense.
Her mind then became a canvas.
She paints with her emotions.
A cluster of scenery beholds.
Ranges from glimmer to potent.
Her vision blurred with amusement.
Tears filled her vision.
Everything is misleading direction.
Raw emotions filled her field.
Nothing but sadness are its yield.
Tears for years she held to.
She wakes with a heart broke into two.
A canvas of herself.
A part of heart.
Reflected & Detached.
Apr 17, 2023
Apr 17, 2023 at 1:57 PM UTC
I am sorry,
I can't express my words.
My lips doesn't move.
I always feel I should say it in a hurry,
My eyes are getting blurred.
I... I.. haven't improved.
Your rage is justified.
I can only look and listen.
My reasons are invalid.
Our thoughts has been misaligned.
Your compassion was suddenly hidden.
I am in presence where my logic forbid.
We walk through the dark streets home.
I only heard your voice passing through.
My heart aches with each passing phrase.
Together... we.. roam.
Every command I would do.
My bowed down head's been raised.
I said nothing at the gate.
I only stared at your fierce eyes.
I walked backed home quietly.
No words has been said.
A piece of me dies.
I... am.. sorry.
Apr 13, 2023
Apr 13, 2023 at 1:02 PM UTC
A cat's paw on top of my chest,
Is a gentle reminder of love and rest.
Kneading paws on my heart.
Knowing we'll never part.
A cat's paw on top of my chest
Gives me reason not to stand up.
I won't move till they wake up.
They are reasting in their nest.
A cat's paw on top of my chest,
A bond that will last for years.
Until one of us eternally rest.
Having you calms my fears.
Apr 10, 2023
Apr 10, 2023 at 1:18 PM UTC
I dislike the rising sun.
๐๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ท๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฏ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ.
๐ ๐ญ๐ฒ๐ผ๐ต๐ฒ๐ด๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ป๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ผ๐พ๐ท ๐ด๐ท๐ธ๐๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฝ ๐ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฟ๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ฌ๐ธ๐ถ๐ฎ ๐พ๐น ๐ธ๐ท๐ฌ๐ฎ ๐ช๐ฐ๐ช๐ฒ๐ท.
๐ด๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
It forces me to go about my day,
๐ ๐ด๐ช๐จ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ข ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ.
๐๐ธ๐น๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ช๐ท๐ญ ๐น๐ป๐ช๐๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ผ๐ธ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฎ๐ท๐ฝ ๐ฑ๐ช๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ท๐ผ.
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐.
While my mind is still on yesterday.
๐๐ถ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ช๐ฆ๐ต, ๐ฃ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ณ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ป๐ฆ.
๐๐ท๐ธ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ต๐ต ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐๐ช๐ต๐ด ๐ญ๐๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ท ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฝ.
๐ฌ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐.
I feel envious of everyone.
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฏ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ ๐จ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐จ๐ช๐ข ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐บ.
๐๐พ๐ผ๐ฝ ๐๐ช๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐ธ๐ป ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ผ๐พ๐ท๐ผ๐ฎ๐ฝ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ฌ๐ธ๐ถ๐ฎ.
๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐
๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
Who feels better in each passing day.
๐'๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ด ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฏ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ท๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ฐ๐ค๐ข.
๐๐ท๐ธ๐๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฝ ๐ ๐ธ๐ท๐ฌ๐ฎ ๐ช๐ฐ๐ช๐ฒ๐ท ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฟ๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฝ.
๐ฐ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐.
The sun rose and lit my surroundings.
๐๐ด๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ, ๐ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ธ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ "๐๐๐๐" ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฏ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ณ๐ฑ.
๐ฃ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ป๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ผ๐พ๐ท ๐ฒ๐ผ ๐ช ๐ฌ๐ช๐ต๐ต ๐ฏ๐ธ๐ป ๐ถ๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฝ.
๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
I see nothing but dull and grey.
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฏ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ด ๐ ๐จ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ถ๐ฑ, ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ด๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ๐ฅ.
๐๐พ๐ฝ ๐ท๐ธ๐, ๐ ๐ณ๐พ๐ผ๐ฝ ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ต ๐๐ฎ๐ช๐ด ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ท ๐ธ๐น๐ฎ๐ท ๐ถ๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ฎ๐ผ.
๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.
Waiting for sunset, to begin again my agony.
๐ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ต๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด... ๐ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ข๐ต ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฏ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ.
๐๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐น๐ฝ ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ผ ๐ถ๐ธ๐ป๐ท๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ท๐ฌ๐ฎ ๐ช๐ฐ๐ช๐ฒ๐ท.
๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.
Apr 7, 2023
Apr 7, 2023 at 1:25 PM UTC
The worst part of my day.
Is confronting the nightmare.
He's keeping my monsters at bay.
Fixed to me with a fierce glare.
He looks... with disappointment.
He looks... with anger.
He looks... with dread.
He looks... with dispair.
Our eyes always meet.
Every action always copied.
Same spot we always greet.
I always took the lead.
What a horrible creature is he.
Yet in him people find beauty.
The intent inside I always see.
What a pitiful creature is he.
Every day, I see him.
Every hour, I feel his sadness.
Every minute, I face his actions.
For I am him.
Looking through a mirror.
Apr 6, 2023
Apr 6, 2023 at 12:45 PM UTC
I walked under the purple sky.
The moon peaking behind a thin cloud.
Soft Stars attached to it, twinkling high.
I felt like royalty walking by.
The colour so pretty, rare and proud.
Though I can't touch it, I let out a sigh.
I open my heart to a lie.
That beauty remains and unbowed.
All things shall say goodbye.
Apr 5, 2023
Apr 5, 2023 at 12:25 PM UTC
Am I really that weak?
A simple rebuke crumbles my world!
What answers should I seek?
Either way something will be destroyed!
My eyes are red.
My nose is wet.
My throat is itchy.
My mind is away.
Apr 3, 2023
Apr 3, 2023 at 12:41 PM UTC
My favorite thing about Yakult
Is that is spices up your tea
It gives my body a jolt
And energy for others to see
My mem'ry about having Yakult
Mixed blindly to the drink.
Is when my brother brought me milk tea shop,
From a place where gambling is in the brink.
A funny thing about my drink,
Is the connections I have with fellows.
They drink what they want,
And I drink what I want.
So the moral of this piece is,
people will like you if you drink
Tea with Yakult
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Apr 2, 2023
Apr 2, 2023 at 12:47 PM UTC
"If music be the food of love play on"
The essence of a failed courtship linger
Where the music of the background is louder
No hope, no rest, no chance to because its gone.
A chance to open a door.
A chance to close the other door.
Look back and see,
Why does the music feels so glee.
Because at the last moment of acceptance
is the lost you gain from courting.
Back up now and think.
The music is enticing.
Because music is not the food of love,
but an accent of your actions.
Thy actions are drowned by notes
of the disinterested maiden.
So feel the glee,
and be ready to flee.
******* be crazy,
to crash a large party.
In the end, it will pass
you'll soon find new to court,
where the music doesn't drown your actions,
but makes melody with you and your future wife.
May 7, 2021
May 7, 2021 at 10:00 AM UTC