And just like that her whole world came shattering down
And just like that she fell into the arms of the devourer of beauty.
And Just falling to get back into the same old routine.
And yes she knew about the master
manipulator.
And yes, she was too naive to care.
And just like that the beautiful world that was once an aura of colors, is shades of black
And just like that the color of his eyes seized to exist.
And just like that she realized the love she'd always wanted in solitude.
And somehow being in black and white brought out the true beauty being alone
Dec 23, 2016
Dec 23, 2016 at 2:38 AM UTC
You said you loved me
But you let me go
Didn't stop me as I stormed out
And slammed the front door
I waited outside
Patiently
Hoping to see my baby chasing me
But you never showed
And it killed me
Broke my heart
As I sat outside
Not knowing what to do
Should I yell or cry
Neither
Go for a Sunday night drive
You said you loved me
But you let me slip from your grip
And crack a smile
As you let me go
Dec 1, 2016
Dec 1, 2016 at 11:59 AM UTC
Her hair was scattered, the wind blew it all over the place, she hated that
She often covered her eyes with locks of her long brown hair to avoid the attention her deep blue eyes bring
She covered her long enchanting legs in thick wool stockings, she thought her legs were ugly
I watched her from a corner, this beautiful piece of art hiding behind her fear of public opinion
Her long brown dreaded hair, her deep blue eyes, her long legs, her deep brown skin....all made her a goddess
But she never knew, because she was always afraid of the way it made people look at her
They worshipped her and she didn't know.
She didn't love herself the way i loved her.
wolf
Sep 27, 2016
Sep 27, 2016 at 10:59 AM UTC
The Faster I run
The Slower and slower you walk
The Faster I fall into you
The Slower and slower you drop me
The Faster I call
The Slower and slower you pick up
The Faster I drown
The Slower and slower you jump in
The Faster I sink to the bottom
The Slower and slower you gather me up
I slow down and i'm ready to lay
but you pick up the pace ready to stay
The faster you move on to me
The slower and slower I move on from you
Sep 26, 2016
Sep 26, 2016 at 8:47 PM UTC
His eyes
The way they were shaded like a sea of waves cascading down on all of your worries and they could seep into your heart and make everything okay again.
His hands
The way they were calloused and how I wished I grabbed them and never let go on that quiet peaceful night.
His voice
The way how his voice was quiet and beautiful but could fill an empty room with cries of joy
His laugh
The way he laughed and how it pulled my heart strings hundreds of ways every time
His smile
The way his nose would crinkle up and thin lips would spread across his face. How just one smile could of solved all my problems.
Him
The way he made me fall in love with him every single god **** time. How I would give up everything just to be with him again.
Sep 25, 2016
Sep 25, 2016 at 8:42 PM UTC
Fire
I am a villain.
You can’t escape my touch.
I will burn you.
But I am your savior.
I keep you warm
Without me you would have died long ago.
I will gain your trust
I will help you
I am sitting patiently.
Always in waiting.
For someone to leave me burning.
So be wary.
Be careful
And always put out the fire.
Sep 25, 2016
Sep 25, 2016 at 6:51 PM UTC
And so I fall asleep
waiting for our paths to cross
and us to find each other
because it’s been quite awhile
and it seems that you’re lost
or maybe
you took another way
and found someone else,
not knowing that
I am waiting
waiting for you
to wake me
with that kiss
that will fix me
and lift me up
and you’ll take me
away from my misery
Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 2:10 PM UTC
I am leaving this totally raw, not edited out parts. If you feel this may offend you, Please don't read. I needed to just vent to somebody so here we are.
I keep trying to forget about you. Not the moments we shared, just you.
I'm trying to forget the way you smelled after a quiet night of dancing.
I'm trying to forget how your eyes twinkled when you talked about your family.
I'm trying to forget the way you cared for me when I told you my darkest secret.
I'm trying to forget how your arms wrapped perfectly around my waist when we hugged.
I’m trying to forget the way you became a emotional wreck when I said I tried to **** myself.
I’m trying to forget the way your beautiful face was illuminated by the fire
I’m trying to forget the love I still have for you.
Everywhere I go I swear I see you. I was walking down the street and I prayed to god that wasn't you in the yellow 2005 punch buggy. When we talked, you only ever had the truck I helped design. Who knows though, You’ve changed since we talked last. But that look the passenger gave me, It was only a look only you could give me. I want close enough to see the two telltale signs it was you, your eyes and your scar. But that look gave me nightmares for many weeks to come. It was haunting and regretful. I could of seen things, But I swear the person said my name.
I thought I saw you today. The gas station that's right in the center of town. I saw someone in the distance and my heart beated out of my chest. I don’t know what I would've done if it was you. Cry, panic, hug you, ignore you, who knows? It’s funny how after all this time, I still can’t seem to get rid of you. What do you want from me? People used to say I was obsessed with you, I'm kinda starting to believe it. Maybe this is love, how would I know? I’m only nearly fifteen. Never been kissed or loved.
I can try and try but I won’t forget you. You’re too much of my heart and soul. You were my best friend. I told you everything, everything. When I think about you all I wanna do is cry. Why I have to go and wreck things i'm not sure. I just wanna know how you are.
Mar 7, 2016
Mar 7, 2016 at 1:50 AM UTC
I fell in love with you
And I grew accustomed to you
Maybe I should never have
Because now that I’ve left you
Every other potential partner I would had have
I automatically start lookin’ for a part of you in them
And when I can’t find any
My heart is devoid of the love it yearns to express.
Jan 17, 2016
Jan 17, 2016 at 7:00 PM UTC
Donald Trump,
you will never make
America great again.
the American Dream is dead.
and people like you,
are the ones who killed it.
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 10:30 AM UTC