I dreamt that I kissed you, soft and sweet,
And I woke up with the strangeness of feeling complete
Now I lie here with the emptiness of feeling alone
Staring at your words on the screen of my phone
Wishing they were words you whispered to me
In the dead of the night, too dark to see
Wrapped in your arms, ensnared in your love
The only witness to our words are the stars up above
I’ll see you tomorrow, for sure, that’s true
But it sticks in my mind, this dream of you
Nov 5, 2025
Nov 5, 2025 at 12:05 PM UTC
The valley bells ring
Their delicate heads fluttering
Like beads from a slender, dainty throat
Or winters’ snowflakes that dance and float
They are beautiful but fatal
For beneath those Snow White petals
Is a poison, ingested, you’ll wind up dead
By destruction of your heart or head
So beware the Tears of Our Lady
Beware The bells of May
For her sweet smell and stark beauty may lead you astray
Jul 12, 2025
Jul 12, 2025 at 5:09 AM UTC
I dont go for people who are perfect
I’m a fixer, a problem solver, a helper, a carer
It’s in my nature to fix other people’s problems
Everyone is a puzzle. Some people have more pieces missing than others. I will help them put themselves back together
In turn I feel broken myself. I don’t feel fixed, I don’t feel whole
I wish someone would love me, take care of me, listen to me, be there for me the way I do to others
So yes I’m a problem solver. But sometimes I wish I didn’t have the aching void that I’ve learnt to fill with other people’s happiness instead of my own
Feb 18, 2025
Feb 18, 2025 at 11:32 PM UTC
It feels as if I’m dreaming.
Now that you’re gone it feels as if life has lost meaning
I feel empty and hollow
With all this grief I must swallow
I catch ghostly glimpses of you in the corner of my eye
In the breezes I hear your purr and your sigh
I can’t accept that I’ve lost you, my light
I imagined a future with you that’s now lost in sight
Pale and sickly, ghastly thin
I saw the once bright green of your eyes begin to dim
I clung to the last bit of hope that you could be healed
I cry as my fate without you is sealed
Nov 29, 2024
Nov 29, 2024 at 5:03 PM UTC
That boy who you called weird next door
Is struggling to support his family of four
His mothers been bed bound with depression for weeks
And each night his blood runs as alone he weeps
And that girl you said was living the high life
Comes home each night to her father beating his wife
She cries and screams but always loses
Each morning with makeup she covers the bruises
That quiet boy who you called gay
Is overcome by thoughts of harm each day
He hates himself, his wrists are scarred
With thoughts of death his mind is barred
That girl you saw who you called obese
She starves herself without release
She can’t stand to see herself In a mirror
Her tears have stained on her pillow
Nov 25, 2024
Nov 25, 2024 at 12:34 PM UTC
Tw!
Sticks and stones
Skin and bones
Only starving to please you
What did I ever do?
The man in the mirror I don’t recognise
Looking gaunt with tears in her eyes
Sticks and stones
Skin and bones
Never eating
Feeling defeated
Weak and thin
Frail as sin
Fainting and headaches
I’ll do what it takes
to keep up this pretty little lie
The mirror spews its harsh abuse
I’m starting to think it’s telling the truth
Sticks and stones
Skin and bones
Why do I starve to feel normal
Can you accept me the way that I am?
Nov 20, 2024
Nov 20, 2024 at 12:22 AM UTC
I’m tired
I’m trying
But inside, I’m dying
Please help me I’m drowning
You just look at me, frowning
And say that I’m fine
You don’t take me seriously
My mental health is killing me
Oh but you say it’s untrue
“You’re just a child”
“Your imagination is wild”
Please believe me, I’m not so little anymore
This system is flawed
If only you knew how I fought
With anxiety every day
“You need to meet expectations”
“Oh wow congratulations”
“We’ve driven you completely insane”
Nov 20, 2024
Nov 20, 2024 at 12:19 AM UTC
Music is my escape
My mind it reshapes
It softens the pain of reality
And blocks out life’s brutality
There are thousands of choices
Trillions of voices
All looking to soothe your pain
wanting to calm your brain
So when your head feels crowded
And your thoughts are clouded
If you feel oh so alone
Put on some headphones
Let the music dissolve your troubles
Your worry float away like bubbles
Lose yourself in a melody
Nov 20, 2024
Nov 20, 2024 at 12:17 AM UTC
Do I love him do I love him not
Are these feelings real 'cause forgot
How to fall in love again
In this blank in-between will I remain?
Around my heart I’ve built up walls
Will you be the one to make them fall
I never can be quite certain
If you’re my friend,soulmate or another person
I feel hopeless in this situation
Pent up with sadness and desperation
Wishing, hoping, yearning
For someone to fill my soul that is burning
After the one that broke heart
I can’t seem to put back the parts
Will I ever be the same I was?
For the sake of our future I hope it does.
Oh so feeble is a heart that’s damaged
Can love from it be wrought and ravaged?
Nov 20, 2024
Nov 20, 2024 at 12:04 AM UTC