I keep believing in it
In love
In friendship
In the possibility of things not exploding
And when it does it hurts
I keep being fooled
I keep thinking
I keep trusting
I keep going
I keep trying
And I know it’s useless, but I keep trying
I keep believing
I may just have too much hope
For everything to be alright
Cause it’s not
Not since january the fourth
I’ve lost people and I know I’m losing more
And that it’s necessary
But I keep hoping
So when it explodes it hurts
So much
Jan 8
Jan 8, 2026 at 2:20 PM UTC
I am smiling
I told myself while crying
After I closed the door
Smiling because of him
The only person who can pull that of
A smile
A little bit of happiness that fills me
Real happiness
That's him
He is my light
My light at the end of the tunnel
My world when I needs one
My love when mine is gone
My person who makes me light up
My voice when mine disappeared
My ears when I can't listen anymore
My boy to share pizza with
My icon
My sunshine when I won’t go out
My reason to live
Jul 9, 2025
Jul 9, 2025 at 6:53 PM UTC
I never knew missing could feel so heavy
Like
Why
Oh why aren't you here
I want you here
Please
Come back
Be with me
I need you
We need you
I want you
I miss you
A little bit
Or a lot
Please just come back
Build a time machine
Don't make the same mistakes
Redo it
Go back
Fix it
Please
I can’t live like this
Not without you
Jul 9, 2025
Jul 9, 2025 at 6:53 PM UTC
All these people around me
They all have their own scars
Their own problem
Their own war
Their own ****
I don’t
My ****
My **** is yours
I don't have my own problems
Yours are mine
Us against the world
I don’t have my own scars
Yours are mine
Sharing is caring, right?
I don't have my own wars
Yours are mine
My ride or die
What's yours is now mine
We're in this together
Jul 9, 2025
Jul 9, 2025 at 6:52 PM UTC
Is it possible to feel empty inside, but warm on the outside?
I am crying deep down, but out there I am laughing.
I am destroyed in here, but my skin is perfectly clear.
My heart never survived, but my pretty face did.
Nothing is what it seems.
My life is perfect, but me and perfect are like the earth and the sun.
Everyone would die for my life, but I would just love to die.
My tears not coming out, cause no I can’t show.
My soul no longer sparkling
I used to shine so bright
but no more
that fire left me
just as you did
you didn’t use the exact words
leave me
i remember you said
having friends, it isn’t hard
having hard friends, that is
that’s how you told me
how i knew it
i believe you with every word
always
so at that moment
i apparently had no friends
lonely
no one to understand me
no one to be with me
no one to laugh with
no one just to have
no one just to hold
no one just to be sad
together
no one to chat
no one to play
no one to talk
no one to gossip
no one to
no one
Jul 7, 2025
Jul 7, 2025 at 11:56 AM UTC
So much more problems out there
Just can't stand this one
Crying at night
Acting all innocent
‘what's with your eyes’
‘looks like you cried'
‘are you okay'
14 years old
Hating school as usual
Not because of the haters
Not because of the bullies
Not because of math
Not because of the teachers
Not because of the rules
Because of them
My friends
Or my friendgroup
If I can call them that
I love them
But I can call them a problem
I just can't stand this one
It's hard you know
This problem
I know there are harder problems
And I know I am overreacting
Just can't stand this one
I can't stand them
So here I am crying
And I know I am not the only one
So I cry a little more
Just can't stand this one
Jul 7, 2025
Jul 7, 2025 at 11:56 AM UTC